May 26, 2003

Today is my last day at Julliard. Graduation has come and gone and I all have left is to pack. And say goodbye. I will miss Darren, but it's okay. I'm going to perform on Broadway and he is going to be a star in London. We knew this day would come one day. I feel sick about his leaving. Why isn't he as upset as me? Time to say goodbye.

June 8, 2003

I just met Chris. He is playing Raoul alongside me in The Phantom of the Opera. He is the sweetest person I've ever met.

July 13, 2003

Rehearsals have been put on hold for I have just come down with a terrible sickness, but it's okay, Chris is taking very good care of me.

July 18, 2003

I'm in terrible shock. I am not sick at all. I am pregnant…I do not know what to do. The directors will be horrified. I'm telling Chris the child is his this afternoon. This wasn't supposed to happen.

January 2, 2004

I have given birth to a son, Lawrence. Chris and I are going to get married in March and head right back into our production. Chris to return to his role, and me to hopefully find a new one. Sadly Christine is not supposed to be a mother. Oh well, I know plenty of opportunities…I think.