Don't Wait For Me
Don't wait for me my love
For I will never show
Don't wait for me my dear
For our love will never grow
Because even though I love you
There is something else on my mind
An agonizing pain that has grown more and more
It is betrayal, backstabbing and slander
To others who love me so
And more importantly to the One Most High
Who has given me everything I see.
I know I keep hurting Him
Just like I'm hurting you
But for Him it's worse
For He sees it every second of the day
Billions who hurt Him and scoff at His very existence
And make His heart burn with much sorrow
Don't wait for me my Father
For I am neck deep in sins
And for me there is no way out
For I have made a vow that I now regret
I wish I could hide my face in shame
But I know from You no one can hide
You can see everything in the world
Yes even inside my very mind
I want to talk to You so badly
But I feel so small and insignificant
I wonder why would You even hear my pleas
Since I keep testing Your love?
I do ask for forgiveness from the bottom of my heart
But if I'm not worthy in Your eyes
Then don't wait for me
Because You have others who love you
To take care of for all eternity
To my love I shall say
You don't deserve my lack of dedication
For if I can't fully show it to Him
Then how more so could I show it to you?
Don't wait for me my love
For I will never show
Don't wait for me my dear
For our love will never grow.