ITS ONLY PAIN IF YOU CAUSED IT!
CHAPTER ONE
CLEARING THE FOREST
All he ever did was hurt her; she cared about him from the bottom of her heart. He never seemed to care. There were those random moments in time where he would smile at her or give some slight form of concern toward her; but it didn't matter, because she began to understand that he never actually cared about her, he just said kind things sometimes so that she wouldn't quit in the middle of a mission.
It was spring time in the hidden leaf village. All the sakura trees were beginning to bloom and flowers were beginning to bud.
Sakura walked to the bridge to meet Kakashi, Naruto, and her heart throb Sasuke. Sasuke was of course already there. He was always first to be there.
"Good morning Sasuke-kun!"
"Hn" it was all he would ever say
"So did you sleep well last night?" she asked hoping to make some form of conversation with him.
"No." plain and simple
"Oh really why not?"
"Sakura…you annoying me!" he had no emotion what so ever in his words.
"Oh Sasuke you don't me that." She laughed and smiled
"You know what sakura, I have been trying to keep my cool with you forever now and I just cant take it anymore, you are the most annoying person on earth, you make Naruto look cool, are you getting what I'm saying sakura, I hate you, I will never like you and more importantly I will never love you now shut up and leave me alone, you pathetic waste of a ninja!"
Sakura froze she couldn't believe what he just said to her, was he speaking out of anger, or did he really mean it.
Tears began to fill her eyes as she turned away from him, she didn't leave but she refused to look at him.
Sasuke looked over at her he felt so bad. I'm so sorry sakura, it was for your own good. Maybe one day you will find somebody to love you. But it's not me.
"Sakura-chan" yelled a yellow hair boy in the distance "good morning."
She said nothing and turned her head away so he wouldn't see her tears.
"Sasuke chan what's wrong with sakura?" asked Naruto
"She's probably just sick and tired and needs some rest."
"Why would she be tired we all just woke up?"
"Don't ask stupid questions Naruto, you dobe."
Soon Kakashi appeared on the ledge of the bridge.
"Morning everyone."
"My Goodness Kakashi sensei where were you?" yelled Naruto
"Oh well I was on my way hear bright and early as usual when a stranger came up to me and told me my life had greater purpose and that I needed to find it, so needless to say I was searching for my greater purpose and ended up getting lost on the path of life."
They all just stared at him blankly, mouths open and very confused
"WHERE DO YOU COME UP WITH THIS STUFF FROM!" yelled Naruto
"Shhh, Naruto we have training to do." He said calmly
They all went into the forest with Kakashi for their training.
"Alright everyone, today you will be learning how to slice things in half using your chakra."
"HU?" Naruto obviously wasn't following what he was saying
"The Hokage told me last night that he needed wood for repairs on the village, so I told him you would be getting it for him."
"HOW?" asked Naruto
"Simple, your going to channel your chakra into your hands and slash down the trees then slice it into smaller pieces and put it all next to the bridge, from there some of the villagers will bring it into the village so the builders can make their repairs, understand."
"How many trees do we need to cut down Kakashi sensei?" asked Naruto
"Each of you must cut down 5, to make a total of fifteen, and now I'll leave you for the day, oh and Naruto try not to cuase any problems, but if you need me I'll be just a shout away."
And with that he disappeared
At first they all were just making dents in the trees before them.
Sasuke finally got the hand of it and was slashing them down like they were just weeds.
Naruto was knocking them down but it took a little bit longer, he had to make at least 4 big gashes before the tree would fall.
Sakura however was having no luck what so ever, she just made small little dents in the tree.
4 hours later Sasuke and Naruto had finished slicing all their trees and pilling the pieces near the bridge.
"Hey sakura why are you trying to knock down another tree, Kakashi said we only needed to get fifteen?"
"I know Naruto, but I have only knocked down one tree, this is my second." She said mournfully
"No way, its not hard sakura you just focus all you charka into your hands."
"I know you idiot, I have the best chakra control out of all of us….its just…I'm so weak and pathetic and I don't even have that much chakra."
"Oh, I'm sorry sakura, do you want me to help you?"
She looked over at Sasuke who was watching the whole thing, she could tell he though she was pathetic and weak, but she wanted to prove him wrong.
"No, I can do this, you too just go out for ramen without me, I'll catch up later ok."
"Are you sure sakura chan, ramen is really good, and i'd hate for you to miss out on it."
"Yes Naruto, I'm sure ok, now just go."
Soon Naruto and Sasuke were gone and she was alone
She spent hours and hours at that tree, she used most of her chakra on the first and now was depleted.
Then she remembered what Sasuke said to her, at first she wanted to knock the trees down to impress him, but the more she remembered what he said the more she got angry, her anger began to turn into hate. Then like some big explosion her body erupted in chakra and blasted out of her like a tidal wave of chakra energy.
She wiped out what looked like 100 trees and they were sliced into bits.
"I did it!" she screamed
Then she got weak and passed out there on the ground
Kakashi, Naruto, and Sasuke immediately felt a rush of chakra and ran to its source, well Kakashi and Sasuke did, Naruto remand oblivious and continued to eat his ramen. He didn't find it the least bit strange that Kakashi and Sasuke took of like that.
They ran to the source of the energy and found a huge clearing in the forest where there was not before, and what looked like sakura lying in the middle of the rubble.
Hour's later sakura woke up in a hospital bed. The room was empty except for her and Sasuke.
"Sasuke?" she said weakly
He jumped up and walked over to her side
"How are you feeling?" he asked
"What do you care?"
"I don't but it's a common question to ask somebody who has been injured."
"Just go away."
He was shocked by her response, not only did she not cry about what he said, she was telling him to go away.
"Sakura… that was a stupid thing you did."
"OH and how do you know what I did?"
"Sakura, you destroyed an acre of the forest in a mere few seconds, its pretty obvious that you let your emotions get the best of you and your chakra responded to your outburst of pain and sadness."
"Maybe so, but it was NOT pain and sadness, it was hatred pure hatred, hatred for you Sasuke Uchiha."
"Liar, your still in love with me and you know it you just want to look like you're all strong now, and that you didnt do it just to impress me."
"Think what ever its is that you want, but the truth is I can't stand you anymore Uchiha."
"What ever you liar , I caused you pain, and you know it."
"That's right, you did cause me pain, but not heart break pain, you made me hate you and as a result I got hurt, and that is the only pain I feel the pain you inflicted upon me, but in my heart I feel nothing, especially nothing for you!"
He stared at her for a moment almost in shock, she really was different, and she was no longer a love sick girl.
He began to walk out and thought to himself. Sakura, I'm so sorry I never wanted for you to become so filled with hatred, especially not hatred for me, I do care about you, but I don't think I love you yet, but I do care and I will do what ever it take to bring you back, the real you, the you that I cared about, the you that I never wanted to hurt, I only said those things because I was afraid that you would always be there and then and up getting hurt in the line of fire, ………because of me, this is all because of………….ME.
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