Hello everyone! This is my actual first Fanfiction^^ *squeals *

It's actually a RP i write together with my beloved girlfriend so i have to change a lot and explain it far more than we do xD

I just hope you can find yourself to enjoy it!

The Pairing is of course Grell x William *laughs *

It does include dark themes and drama soooo if you don't like it, don't read it.

Also...THIS IS YAOI.

I don't own Black Butler or anything else i mention in this fanfiction. What i do own, are my OC i'll introduce later on!

But now, Enjoy!


A normal day, a normal life.

That's what William T. Spears kinda wished for but would never achieve. He always wished for peace and discipline in his division. But it was always denied.

He was walking down the hallway with a cup of nice steaming hot coffee in his black gloved black hands. His hair combed into perfection and his black frames sitting on his nose. He enjoyed the smell of the nice hot coffee. /Just 2 more hours and i can finally leave./ He was heading back to his office when something red caught his eye. He sighed deeply and rubbed his temple with his free hand. /Why is it always me...?/

As if the gods hated him and wanted to torture him more than they already were, a certain redheaded Reaper stood in the hallway. Looking rather pale and the uniform was a little disheveled.

"Mr. Sufcliffe. Don't you have work to do? I remember seeing a rather huge stack sitting on your desk today." William spoke with a cold piercing tone. The redhead turned towards his chief and his usual grin spread over his face. "Oh William~ I'm offwork today, honey~ I just handed in my medical report and was just heading back home~" Grell came walking closer towards him and stopped right infront of him. "Means i'll see you tomorrow darling~" He blew William a kiss and turned around to leave when he stopped by the sound of Williams loud voice. By looking closely, one would've noticed the slight shakiness in Grells movements. However, William wasn't looking of course. He had more important stuff to do. "Mr. Sutcliffe! Where do you think you're going?! I never received any medical reports. So go back to work!"

Grell spun on his heel and faced the raven haired man again. "WHAT!? But I handed it in earlier!"

William pushed his glasses up his nose and sighed. "As I said, I never received anything." He shot a side glance to the shredder he had used earlier to shred some documents and 'oh so accidentally the medical report slipped in between the stack'.

Grell pouted and wanted to protest further when William cut him off.

"Back to Work! And no excuses!" "But Williaaaaaaaaaaam~!" Called raven haired reaper grabbed the redhead by his arm and shoved him into his office. "Work off your stack of documents. I don't want to stay behind having overtime again because you constantly slack off, Mr. Sutcliffe."

Grell groaned when he was shoved into his office. "But Will i'm sick! I can't work like this! Don't you see how pale I am? And how I'm shivering all this time?"

William sighed and shifted his glasses again. His posture was more than perfect and he looked in every way handsome. "I only see a whining red pest. Now work!"

He stood behind him and decided to watch him now. The redhead groaned again and gave in. /Seems like I have to...even though i'm sick.../

"You know, William, if I collapse at work, it's your fault!" He reluctantly took the fountain pen and started to work on the documents. William would've loved to strangle the pest but he couldn't efford to have more paperwork. "If you collapse, I'll take it upon myself to take care of you just the way you need it."

Grell sighed and wrote away on the documents. He didn't notice how minutes flew by and he worked for 2 hours. However did he become paler and paler by the minute. His breathing became ragged and his vision blurred over. /Shit.../

He did everything wrong. Either he signed on the wrong place, the wrong paper or he didn't sign it at all.

William noticed that the sound of the pen scraping over the paper was missing. He had taken his place in a chair off by the other side of Grells office. He was checking his own documents and papers. /Did he seriously fall asleep?!/ He stood up and got mad. "Sutcliffe! Are you seriously asleep!?" No reaction, just as he assumed. He lay his hand on Grells shoulder and shook him rather harshly to wake him up. However did the Reaper not react as he hoped to. /Wait.../ He noticed the ragged breathing and got confused. /How can his breathing be ragged? We Reapers don't breathe during sleep./ "Mr. Sutcliffe this isn't funny anymore. Wake up this instant!" He brushed Grells hair back and lifted his head to save the papers before they'd be ruined from Grells makeup. /This temperature...?/ "You're such a pest, Sutcliffe..." He got the redheaded man into his arms and carried him off to the medical department of their Division. It almost looked exactly like a humans hospital, but this was a Reapers medical department.

A doctor noticed the stoic chief with the redhead in his arms. "Can I help you sir?" William stepped closer and held Grell towards the doctor. "Take care of him. Something is wrong." The doctor called nurses over and they immediately got to work. Of course William was left alone while they took Grell away.

William waited a good while since he somehow did care for his subordinate. The same doctor came back and looked at Williams strict face. He swallowed and started speaking. "Well he appears to have caught a rather bad case of a cold. He shouldn't have been working today. Why was he even here with this cold?"

A little guilt tugged at Williams mind as he sighed. He hadn't known this was this serious. He believed it to be one of Grells attempts to get off work with a fake medical report. It's not like he hadn't tried it before already and got into deep trouble with it...

"Well he needs strict bedrest so it'd be best if he gets taken home."

"Thanks for notifying me. I'll fill out the papers for his absence." He left the Doctor standing there and headed to Grells room he was put in. The redhead lay there on the white hospital bed, his red hair slightly damp from sweating because of his fever. William sighed and stood beside Grells bed. "If i'd known, I would've sent you home...you idiot. Causing more trouble than you're even worth..." He brushed back a stray hairstrand behind Grells ear.

William sighed as he watched Grells eyes open and look around to focus on something. Settling on him obviously. He pushed his glasses up and got the redhead into his arms. "Don't you dare struggle now or get any weird ideas you idiot..." He headed out of the medical department and down the hallways to the parking deck unterneath the Dispatch. Yes even the Reaper Realm was this modern.

Williams car was a beautiful black Mercedes C Class. It was shined to perfection and was literally perfect. Grell hardly noticed anything in his haziness due to medication and his fever fogged mind.

William got the redhead into his passengers seat and buckled him in so he wouldn't fall around during the drive to his home. The raven heard man now got into his seat and let the car roar to life.
"You idiot always give me trouble. You know you're not even worth it most of the time! Learn to take more care of yourself." He breathed a second to swallow down his anger. He didn't want to yell at the sick man. "You damn idiot..."

All this movements and the constant ranting made Grell hazier as he slowly regained consciousness. He felt like being stuffed in cotton and his vision was very bad, considering his bad eye sight and then the haziness. He could only makeout a man with black hair and a black suit. /William?/ He kinda wished it to be him who was here at his side. /He'd never help me...not in a 100 years.../

William drove silently and kept on ranting about Grells foolishness about catching a cold in the Human World. After a while he got to the parking lot of Grells apartment complex. He came to a halt and sighed as the car went silent. He sighed deeply and brushed through his combed back hair. It became slightly loose and hung a little in his eyes.
Grells vision was slowly becoming a little clearer as he watched the man beside him.
William looked back at the redhead and snapped immediately. "This is your home. Now the rest you can walk by yourself right?!" He pulled back as he saw Grells hand infront of his face. "W-will...?" The redhead couldn't believe his clouded mind right now so he wanted to make sure that this was real and not a dream. William growled slightly. "You're really out of your senses; Sutcliffe..." He unbuckled himself and got out of his car. He rounded his car and pulled the passenger door open to unbuckle Grell and get the sick man out of there. "Okay, now where exactly is your apartment, Sutcliffe?"

Said red headed Reaper looked around and blinked a few times. "My home...?"He hadn't realized it until now. "How did..?" He couldn't even finish his own sentence as his voice was very weak. "..i know where you live? I read your files many times. So naturally I know your address. Now where is your apartment?" William got impatient now. He had different things planned than playing nurse here.

Instead of Grells usual sigh, he merely nodded and gave in. "That way...2nd floor..." He was really shaky on his legs but still did he try not to lean too much on his chief. Knowing he'd freakout.

William helped Grell all the way up the staircase to the 2nd floor. They finally got to Grells apartment and William quickly glanced around and wrinkled his nose. A nice neighbourhood was something very different...this block definitely was nothing for someone of Grells status. He may not be a chief like himself, but he didn't get too bad a paying to have to live here. "Give me the keys, Sutcliffe!" After a moment of searching for the keys, he handed them over to Will.

William got the redhead inside and looked around. He ignored the huge chaos and dirt in the apartment.

"Sutcliffe, the doctor adviced you to stay in bed and rest for the rest of the week. Have you understood this and can handle yourself here?"

Grell nodded weakly and looked a little around his apartment. He was rarely ever here but he could never admit that to him. "Yeah I did..." /Rather have to.../ He would've rather said that than just think it. He gave in rather easily than his usual complaints. He didn't want to start a fight so he just silently sat down on his bed and looked down at his lap.

William noticed how obediently Grell was. /This is unusual.../
He pushed his glasses back up his nose and sighed. "I hope you understood it. I'll take my leave then. Remember your medications and rest. See you in a week, Mr. Sutcliffe." He spun around and headed out the door. He walked down to his car, unlocked it and sat into his drivers seat. He sighed and breathed deeply. /Only problems and chaos with him...it's always the same...where did he go wrong from a Triple A student to this idiot?!/
He wanted to reach to his note book on the passengers seat only to see the white bag with Grells medications on it. He groaned loudly and hit his head on the steering wheel. "YOU DAMN IDIOT!"

Grell lay down in his bed and cuddled his pillow. "Oh Will..." Tears started leaving his eyes and searched their way down his cheeks. A small sob left his lips as he started crying into his pillow. "I'm so sorry...i just love you...why don't you ever see me?"

He was so in love with his chief and yet he would never be with him. It hurt him badly. Since their graduation he was head over heels in love for William. But the named Reaper never even looked at him like that.

"Mr. Sutcliffe! Open your damn door! I have your medications!" William had went back up since he had the medications Grell needed to take. He knocked loudly on the door but didn't get an answer. However didn't he stop knocking and got angrier by the second.

The neighbours door opened and a man stumbled out. He appeared to by in his mid 40s and rather tired. "Your knocking is useless. The guy doesn't live there anymore. He abandoned that apartment a good 100 years ago." With an angry glare of Wills piercing green eyes, the man disappeared again. /I just brought Grell here, he must be in there!/


Sooooooooooooo this is it for now^^ I hope you enjoyed the first chapter hehe xD

I know it's not the best but i do what i can^^ Leave comments behind so can know if you liked it^^

And i don't wanna have any haters here okay? If you don't like it, don't read it.

Over and Out, RukiaPK :P