Forbidden
You're not allowed to say you're sorry,
You're not allowed to have regrets,
You really should have thought,
of that before you left.
I can't say what I want to,
for once my words won't work,
who I am hates who I've been,
and I showed you the real me.
I don't want everyone to see me,
I don't think they'd understand,
My masks can't hide me forever,
I hope they can til I know who I am
I laugh because I refuse to cry,
I hide behind the masks inside,
to your faults I turned a blind eye,
when you said you loved me, you lied.