How can my heart be whole
If it's filled with tiny cracks?
Why do I still love you?
You will never love me back.
Where can I hide from you
And then, in turn, all the pain?
When will you notice me,
The Hebrew you throw away?
What will it take you
To help me from my plight?
Who-will anyone see
The way I feel or cry?
Who will save me from your words? I can't even save myself!
Who from friends and family can break through my walls and shell?
What more can you take from me
Besides my heart and pride?
What will make you finally see
Tears behind fiery eyes?
When will my heart decide
I do not need you to live?
When will my brain realize
On I'm NOT addicted?
Where are all your good emotions
My heart says deep within?
Where are all your kind thoughts
About love and compassion?
And how will I keep on going
Acting like nothing in me has changed?
How can my rainbow ever come
If it will never get past your rain...?
But can you see I can't survive
Without your cold and acid eyes?
Can you let go or all your pride
To save me from the way I cry?
...You can't.