Hi so this is my second fanfic! I don´t live in the US nor speak English as my first language so I know that there might be some things wrong.
I will put the more detailed clothes they wear on a link at the end of every chapter, that way you get more insight. I might put links up there on something else as well.
I hope that you will like this story!
And review what you thought about it!
Dear Diary,
My name is Isabella Marie Masen Swan. Well I go by Bella. I live with my foster parents Charlie and Sue Swan. My mom and dad died eight years ago when I was ten. My mother was named Renée Masen she worked as a kindergarten teacher, she was a beautiful woman. She had long brown hair, with natural highlights that lit up her whole face. Her eyes were blue and deep and her skin was always nice tanned. She never wore makeup and never really thought about how she looked, even though she was truly one of the most beautiful women I´ve ever seen.
My father Phil Masen a nice man, he worked as a lawyer and was very smart. He had brown eyes and short black hair. He was as my mother always tanned. He was tall and muscular. We lived in Phoenix in a medium seized house. I loved it there it was warm and the sun was always shining it was simply home.
Me, well I was short about 5´3" my hair was long and dark brown, no highlight and curly or maybe messy? I don´t really know, sometimes my hair cooperate and sometimes not. Most of the time it doesn't. My eyes are brown, just brown they look like dirt, my skin is pale and I hardly get a tan. I have no sense for fashion and I´m a geek.
When my parents died in the car crash I got in to foster care. After two years Sue and Charlie adopted me. At that point they lived in Forks a small town in Washington, though when I was fourteen they adopted Alice and Jasper as well. They are not related though somehow they´ve been living together since they were eight. When they turned thirteen they became a couple. Alice is my age and Jasper is one year older.
Alice is even shorter than me, only 4`9" her hair is short, black and spiky. And she is a force of nature. A true fashionista and not at all a geek. Alice seems to have a sixth sense that she can see what will happen or something and also always get her way. I love Alice like a sister. Jasper on the other hand is tall 5`10" with bland curly hair, blue eyes and he have slim muscles. He is like an older brother. Jasper has like an ability to make others feel the way he wants them to feel or maybe it´s just me?
When they moved in with us, it became too crowded so we moved to Seattle. We live in a nice house, three stories high, on the top floor there is a long corridor. At the top of the stairs to the right there is Alice and Jaspers room. It was quite big but Alice decided to make her walk-in much bigger so she took a third of the room to that. Jasper didn´t mind though, he would do just about anything to make Alice happy. They had two medium sized windows on the opposite wall of the door. On the right side Alice huge closet had been placed and on that side they also had their queen sized bed. They liked to sleep close they said. On the left side of the room they had their desk and a large armchair.Their walls were painted in a light grey and the rest of the room had either black or white color.
My room was at the end of the hall to the left. My room was a little bigger but I had more books, movies and CD´s than Alice and Jasper. My walls were painted in marine blue. When you stepped inside my room the first thing you saw was Seattle´s sky line. I had one HUGE window, it covered almost the entire wall. But the view was amazing. The window had a bench with soft pillows under it, that was my favorite place to read. On the right wall of my door I had two doors, the first one led in to my bathroom. And then there was the door to my walk-in, between the doors I had my bookshelf with all my books and DVD´s. I kept my CD´s in a large box under my bed. Yeah my bed it was a king seized and was placed on the opposite side from the bookshelf. It had dark blue bedding with purple pillows. In the middle of my room I had a dark blue rug. Next to my door I had a desk, always covered in papers and books from school.
I went senior year in high school I was a straight A student, I had friends and all I wanted was to graduate. I really don´t want to talk more about school.
Well I guess this was enough for today, nice talking to you diary.
I put the diary in one of the boxes with CD´s under my bed. It was a weird place to hide it but it was probably the only place in my room I could hide things without someone would look at them. The moment I stood up again Alice barked through the door.
"Bella Jaspers collage friends is all over my room, they´ll ruin it!" She looked panicked and I looked amused.
"Alice it´s his friends why would they ruin the room?" I sat on my bed, Alice was right behind me.
"Well… I don´t know. It´s just he has never brought them home, I´ve met most of them but never here."
"Well I guess it´s fun for him then."
"Yeah maybe, oh my god! You should totally join." She sat on her knees bouncing in the bed.
"It´s his friends and I don´t think he would want his dorky sister there." I laid back on the bed so I saw Alice whole figure, she was almost shaking out of excitement.
"You are not dorky come on! But put something else on and join me."
"What´s wrong with this?" I looked down at my black sweatpants and white tank top.
"Were should I begin, I get something for you." Yeah well she did that all the time. Every morning Alice had a different outfit hanging for me on my bathroom door. Well I saw it positive I was a dork with a good style. Alice ran in to my closet and came back less than a minute later.
"Okay here we have black skinny jeans, black tank top and this white shirt." The shirt was cool looking it was like a normal button up shirt. It was long enough to cover half the butt. And it was in an off white lace.
"I have to ask what kind of underwear do you have on?" Alice said with a stern look on her face.
"Um black lace bra and black cotton panties?" It came out more as a question than a statement.
"Bella how many times do I have to say this, your normal cotton panties will show the edges in these type of jeans." I hate Alice for making me wear thongs.
"Fine I go put on a thong."
"That´s what I wanted to hear!" She clapped her hands together, she walked in to my bathroom probably to go borrow one of my lip glosses. When she was back out I had re-dressed and brushing through my hair. Alice stood in the door waiting for me. When I was done we walked down the hall.
Just when Alice was about to open the door to her room, a roaring laughter came from multiply voices in the room. Alice looked at me than opened the door.
"Hey again Shorty!" A booming male voice said.
"Emmett she could kick your ass easily!" Jasper laughed.
"Hey now there is ladies present." Alice giggled, I walked in to the room just after her. I saw Jasper sitting on the bed he was in his normal black clothes and cowboy boots. His eyes sparkeling with love when he looked at Alice.
In their armchair sat a big no huge guy, he had black short hair and dimples. It was confusing. And on the floor sat a guy and leaned his back against the wall. His body seemed lean yet muscular. His hair was this strange bronze color, and his eyes was a beautiful green. He was hot!
"Bella this is my friends Emmett" he pointed to the big guy in the armchair "and this is Edward" he pointed to the beautiful guy on the floor. "Guys this is my sister Bella."
"Hi guys." I waved to them. The big guy got up and picked me up in a bear hug I started to giggle.
"Um Emmett I can´t breathe." He laughed a booming laugh and then released his grip around me.
"You are just as tiny as Shorty over there." He pointed towards Alice.
"Hey I´m taller than her!" I slapped his shoulder. He felt like my big brother.
"Hahaha no your just as tall as my pinkie." He looked at me then held up his pinkie "yup that´s true." I just rolled my eyes at him. The guy on the floor got up and walked over to me. He reached his hand out for me to shake.
"You´ll have to excuse my brother he is more like a cave man meats bear than an actual human being." He smiled down at me "I´m Edward."
"Nice meeting you Edward I´m Bella." I gave him a smile.
"So Bella you also adopted?" Emmett asked.
"Yeah I´ve been with Charlie and Sue since I was twelve." That got Emmett smiling.
"So you were here long before these two came here?"
"Um yeah." I wrinkled my eyebrows together.
"That technically you are their first born, which make those two your baby siblings!" He started to roar of laughter. To be honest I didn´t get his joke. And apparently did no one else since he was the only one laughing. I was still standing on the floor, Alice and Jasper looked like snakes on the bed and Emmett had occupied the only chair, so I decided I was goanna sit next to Edward. When I sat down He whispered in my ear.
"Don´t worry about Emmett his brain stopped working when he started talking." I giggled at that. I liked Edward he seemed fun. I never used to hang out around Jaspers friends, and the only guy friend I had right now was Seth, he and Jacob was twins. They was Charlie´s best friend Billy´s sons and hung out a lot around here. But Jacob and I had once had a thing before he figured out he was gay. Now everything around us was awkward, but Seth and I was in the same class and was great friends.
I sat and laughed at the guys as they goofed around, it was around eleven o´clock and Alice had fallen asleep on Jaspers lap an hour ago. Charlie and Sue had left two hours ago, they were goanna drive to Forks too celebrate her birthday at the reservation she was from. The guys had decided they were goanna spend the night.
I still sat on the floor next to Edward and I felt my lids go heavier by every second. Just when I felt like I was goanna pass out Jasper spoke to me. "Bella do you think you and Alice can share your bed tonight?" I nodded my head at him. He smiled back and continued "So Em and Edward could you share a bed?" They looked at each other and then Emmett laughed.
"Hell yeah Jasper!"
"Yo no funny business tonight Em." Edward laughed.
"You´ll see bro, you´ll see." Emmett laughed at Edward. At that moment I felt my head on Edwards shoulder and I felt myself drift off. I don´t know how long we sat like that but I woke up of Alice´s piercing scream. I opened my eyes, and stood up to look at Alice sleeping form as she screamed and cried. Jasper covered her body as he tried waking her up.
"Jasper.." She whimpered.
"I thought these stopped months ago Jasper." I whispered to him.
"So did I." He whispered to me. I started to cry as I looked down at Alice as she was in her own personal hell. She had these dreams all the time but she suddenly stopped six or seven months ago, she was seeing what happened to her parents and she couldn't wake up and it was always the same thing, she said. Her parents being shopped up to pieces and then the killer shot himself after torturing her parents to death while she was bound to a chair. She saw them lying there for days, without her getting away from the chair because of her tightly bound ropes. But when the smell of rotten corpses hit the neighbors they called the police and they came and rescued her.
I started to cry and shake myself because I just wanted Alice to wake up and never get this flashback again, I could never imagine what she went through but I wanted to help her so badly! She was my sister and she hurt, and Jasper couldn´t do anything himself. He looked at me his eyes in pain.
"Edward can you please help me take Bella to her bed? And Emmett can you just pin Alice to the bed I will be back in a sec, it´s nothing to be afraid of she is just having a flashback and when she has one there is no way to wake her up, and if we do it will be much worse." Emmett and Edward nodded.
Jasper lifted me up and I took a tight grip on his shirt. He carried me down the hall to my room, he put me down on my bed and let go of me, I didn´t let go of him.
"Bella I´m just goanna go to your closet and get you something to sleep in." I nodded and Jasper bended my fingers away from his shirt. When Jasper had released my fingers a pair of arms came around my small frame, I didn't care who it was or why I just cuddled closer to his chest and his arms held me tighter. Jasper soon came back to me, the arms released me, Jasper helped me out of my cloths and in to the sweatpants and t-shirt he had gotten me. I think a lot of people would feel uncomfortable, but Jasper was used to me and Alice running around in our underwear so there wasn´t any news to him. And to be honest I didn´t care either. I saw him as my brother and he had a girlfriend. Jasper then helped me get comfortable under the covers.
"Jasper I don´t want to be alone." I whispered, usually Sue would stay in bed with me, she used to hold me tight and made me feel safe. I knew it was stupid since Alice was the one that needed help the most, but I knew what she saw and that only trigger my memory as well. It only saw my own parents die in the car just before my eyes.
"Bella…" Jaspers voice was in pain, he wanted to be with Alice but didn´t want to leave me alone.
"Um Jasper if you don´t feel uncomfortable with this I could stay with Bella." Edward whispered quietly.
"You would do that" he asked Edward.
"Yeah of course man." Edward said, this made me cry harder. He had just met me and he wanted to stay here in my bed and comfort me.
"Bells you okay with this?" Jasper looked down at me, I nodded my okay to him. I heard Jasper leave the room. I snuggled up to Edward´s chest, he held me close and let me ruin his shirt. A few hours later no tears came out. Edward just held me close. I realized the clock was three o´clock in the morning.
"Edward I´m sorry for keeping you up, do you have school tomorrow?" I asked my voice sounded hoarse from crying.
"Yeah but they start at eleven so don´t you worry."
"You are so nice Edward." He sighed into my hair.
"You know Bella you are an amazing woman." That made me blush and got me butterflies in my stomach.
"Thank you."
"You're welcome."
"Maybe we should go to sleep?" I asked him, I didn´t really want to though. I had a beautiful and amazing guy in my bed. I wasn´t really tired either, I wanted to get to know him.
"Will you have a nightmare also?" He asked me in, his face was hidden in my hair. I kind of liked it.
"I don´t know, it´s just I know what Alice is dreaming it´s always the same thing every time. But she haven´t had this dreams for almost six months. It triggers my own memory and that just scare me." I trailed off, and waited for him to answer.
"Jasper told me what happened with Alice´s parents, did something like that happened to yours?"
"No, well kinda. Do you really want to know this?"
"Yes but only if you want to tell me." He hugged me even closer if that was possible.
"Okay well I was ten and lived a happy life with my mom and dad in Phoenix, my dad worked as a lawyer and was very good at his job, my mom worked as a kindergarten teacher, she was neurotic and very, very beautiful both on the outside and inside. One night we were having dinner just like every other night. I remember that mom had cocked something non eatable . As always. It knocked on the door my dad got up from the table he didn´t even get out of the kitchen before the door was kicked in. Four med all dressed in black came running in to the kitchen. One of them grabbed my dad, another grabbed my mom and one lifted me up and carried me to the car outside. They put me in the trunk of the car. I heard my parents beg for them to release me. I wasn´t scared I knew my dad would fix this he always did. I felt the car start moving and I couldn´t hear my parents anymore. It felt like we were driving for hours. But suddenly the car stopped a man lifted me out and sat me on the side of the road. We were in the middle of nowhere. I saw the other men walk around the car. I saw my mother's face through the backseat window. I started to cry then. The men shared a bottle of something that made them cough, which I now know was alcohol. They all got in two cars they backed probably a few hundred yards and then they stepped on the gas." I turned around and buried my head in Edward´s chest.
"Bella." He trailed off. "Can I ask you something about that? You don´t have to answer."
"Shoot."
"How did they find you?"
"Well the cars took fire and I guess someone saw the smoke column."
"Do you know why that happened?" He said and kissed my forehead.
"Yes they were angry on my dad for not defending their father like he should have, but he did, all evidence made him guilty." I cried to Edwards chest some more.
"So they did that just for revenge?" I nodded in to his chest. "Bella I´m so sorry I should never had asked you to talk about it."
"I liked talking to you, I find you a person very easy to talk to. Never said so many words about that night I think."
"Well I guess I´m honored that you told me." He pecked my forehead again.
"Edward how do you feel if we played twenty questions?" I sat up and smiled at him.
"I´m in on one condition." He smiled a crocked smile at me that made me blush.
"Anything." I said breathlessly.
"You will sit right here." He patted on his lap. I did as he said. "That´s better, and I get to take you to school tomorrow." I knew that tomorrow Alice would call in sick and Jasper would want to stay with her as long as possible, so I agreed with him. "Ladies first then."
"Okay, what´s your favorite color?"
"Blue, he smiled and then a faint blush spread across his cheeks. I looked down at myself to see why he was blushing. My top was a rich blue color and then my whole room was blue. I wondered if that was why?
"Bella yes it´s because you look very nice in blue." He whispered in my ear. That made me blush.
"Right my turn now. What is your favorite flower?" He smiled that crocked smile to me again.
"Purple lilacs." He smiled at me. We bantered back and forth all questions was really silly. Then we just had one question each left. I wanted to be brave and asked what my mind was thinking, but I became unsure.
"Bella just ask the question, I won´t laugh or think it´s silly." So he saw that I had an conversation with myself.
"Okay," I put my head in my hands. "Well I don´t know if you feel this to, but it seems like we have some kind of connection and I was wondering if well, if you like me. More as a friend?" I was so embarrassed that I couldn´t even look at him.
"Bella." I could hear his smile in his voice. "Will you look at me?" I shook my head no. "Okay fine, yes Bella I like you more as a friend." My head shot up at him and my eyes stared at him in shock.
"What is that so hard to believe?" He smiled at me. I shook my head yes." Can I ask my final question now?" I nodded for him to go on. "Can I kiss you?"
What? He wanted to kiss me? Oh my God! Okay Bella say YES!
"Yes." I breathed. He smiled at me and then bent his head down at me slightly and our lips touched, it was sweet. His lips tasted like mint and the soda we had been drinking hours ago, but he also tasted like something I could just describe as Edward. We kissed each other hungrily now and nothing in me wanted to stop kissing in him. One of his hands were already in my hair and the other one on my back pressing me towards him. My hands were busy grabbing and slightly pulling at his hair. When we finally stopped because we both needed to breathe we pressed out foreheads together.
"Wow." I breathed.
"Hmm." He hummed appreciated back to me. We sat like that until we both breathed normally again.
"Maybe we should sleep now, it´s four AM you need to get up soon." He whispered to me.
"Yeah I need to get up by eight." I lay down in bed and Edward stood up from the bed, I looked at him with a disappointed look.
"What I´m just taking off my shirt." I hummed at that. I saw Edward unbutton his nice blue shirt, only to my disappointment he had on a white t-shirt under.
"You goanna sleep in your chinos?" I asked and raised my eyebrow.
"You have any sweatpants I can wear?" He smiled that crooked smile to me.
"In fact I have a pair of Jaspers in my closet." I smiled at him. "Come here." I took his hand and walked over to my closet door. I opened it and turned on the dimmers on low, our eyes not used to strong light.
"You have a very big closet." He commented.
"Yeah I mean have you met Alice?" He laughed at that. I went to the back where I had all my drawers. There were all the cloths that Alice would rather kill me than see me wear. In the bottom drawer were all my sweatpants. And like I thought at the top were Jaspers black Hugo Boss sweatpants.
"Here, and don´t tell him I swept those."
"Why would he send you to prison?" He laughed at that.
"Yeah maybe." I decided I could pick out an outfit for tomorrow so I could sleep a little longer in the morning. I grabbed a pair of black skinny jeans on the wall were the all hanged on hooks in the belt loops, it looked cool as a decoration. Then I went to the shirts and picked out a white tee with the Rolling Stones classic tongue on. I took a red leather jacket and a black handbag from one of the many hooks with bags. I looked at Edward who had changed in to the sweatpants I gave him. He looked fascinating at me.
"What?"
"I didn´t take you as the girl who would dress up for school."
"I don´t I´m a total geek, but Alice would have a heart attack if I didn´t look chic and fashionable at all times. And she would usually do this for me but I just thought that I would do this for her."
"I like geeks." He smiled at him and gave him a quick peck. Then I walked over to the shelf where I kept my shoes. I picked out a pair of red mocha platform pumps. I sighed as I grabbed them, my feet would be dead by noon tomorrow.
"Why do you wear so uncomfortable shoes if you are only going to school?" He wrinkled his eyebrows together.
"I told you this is what Alice puts me in, and it goes with the outfit."
"Hmm yeah I think they are kind of hot actually." He winked at me. I rolled my eyes back at him.
"So you like thongs Mr. Cullen?"
"Um what?" His face was priceless!
"I´m joking it´s another ridicules rule of Alice´s., she says that I can only wear thongs or lace hipsters in skinny jeans, otherwise my ass will look horrible." I giggled.
"Well in that case I´m not complaining about the thongs just maybe that she would say your ass would look horrible, cause I think it looks damn fine." That made me blush.
"Well thank you Mr. Cullen." I walked back to the dressers and took out a white satin bra with white lace and a matching thong. When I turned around to walk out of there I saw Edward´s eyes bulge.
"What?" I asked.
"My god you will be the death of me." He whispered.
"I hope I will as long as it is just me." I smiled at him and we walked to bed. I snuggled close to his chest. The night turned out to be happy hence all the drama.
So what did you think? Remember to review! That gives me more motivation you know, update coming soon!