"Edward Cullen"
Damn it ! Reflex Reaction again. My eyes laid upon her. Isabella Swann. Of course, she noticed that I was staring at her . It was her that I desired Body and blood. Both alike. She knew me yet she pursued a monster. I was torn apart between my wretched love for Bella and what was humane (although I am not the first 5 letters of that word). Alice was confident of her future : a soulless monster. I wasn't going to let it happen; I was going to change the future.
"I wonder whether Dad will let me stay out for that long." "Mr Varner is going to kill me!" "She's my type maybe I'll talk to her later" "Jasper Cullen is staring at me again, maybe he's going to dump Alice and come to me" Of course, Rachael was all wrong. Jasper wasn't thinking about being with her, he was thinking about laying his lips on her neck and healing the thirst that he had prolonged. Jasper was also torn but unlike me he was torn between his love for Alice and our family's trust with his thirst. Alice knew this and she sighed. She hated seeing Jasper suffering. Alice and Jasper had the most understanding and intimate relationship in my family. They knew each other fully. Almost exactly how I wanted to know Bella. But she was too good for me.
"Cullen's staring at you again Bella" Looks like Bella wasn't the only one that caught me staring at her. Jessica was particularly observant when it came to my attraction to Isabella. But she didn't know that this wasn't just an ordinary attraction. She didn't know that a Vampire had fallen in love with the girl next to her. But of course I was never going to show that to Bella. To her I was avoiding her because I despised her. She knew nothing.
"I don't know why you are doing this to yourself Edward. It's painful to feel your demise this way. Alice has seen it. Just pursue the future" I tried to shut Jasper out but his thoughts flowed effortlessly into my head.
"You love her Edward. I see the way you look at her and I know the way you feel: the surge of emotions." I looked at Jasper with my coal-black eyes. Jasper took the clue and looked out of the window. Alice looked at me with looked at me with cold eyes ; "You've messed up the future again Edward".