Summary: Bella isn't the Bella in Twilight she isn't as blind (theoretically) she doesn't take as much crap. Edward goes a little possessive and starts to show signs of abusiveness. There are werewolf's and vampire's and something else, but hardly no one known's what it is, or have ever heard of it, what does it have to do with anything you might ask? You will see in the third or fourth chapter maybe later.
My life has never seemed to be normal. My dad and mom divorced when I was young, they fell in love at an early age. I moved to Phoenix, Arizona and have lived there nearly all my life. Until the summer I turned sixteen I moved back to the small rainy town called Forks to live with my dad.
As I went to school and reconnected with old friends, I realized that nothing is as it seems. Currently my best friends are a vampire and a werewolf. Don't ask me how I managed that one, because all you will be answered is bad luck, good luck call it what ever you want.
Edward Cullen, boyfriend, beautiful beyond belief is a vampire, as is the rest of his family. His adoptive parents Carsile and Esme Cullen, his sister's Alice and Rosalie, both married to Jasper and Emmet, Edwards brother's. Now they are not related. Even thought it is strange still.
Now my best friend for all purposes is Jacob Black, I grew up with him, his dad is my dads best friend. Although my two best friends are mortal enemies. He is a werewolf, or shape shifter. (I am not going to go into that much detail because you guys know the rest and if you don't read the book first!)
I have been dating Edward for a year now, and I'm not going to tell you everything is peachy. Being chased by thirsty vampires, having to deal with the Voltaire, and everything else has token its toll on our relation ship. Not to say it was different from when we started.
His lips gently pressed against mine, just like always, not ever rough, although now I wish it would be. I slowly intensified the kiss, just like always getting carried away.
He gently laughed. "Bella, Bella, I know you all to well." Pushing me away.
"I know you to well to" I tried to hid the acid in my voice but a little came creeping out. I hoped he didn't hear it but all to well he did.
"You know why I am worried, I want you to, I just can't hurt you I don't want to hurt you." He looked strained and I felt bad, I didn't want to pressure him but he was making it difficult to be around him.
"Then change me, then we won't have to worry about it." I told him, I had thought up this conversation a while back, thinking it would have no room to argue with.
He didn't answer he closed his eyes and squeezed the bridge of his nose.
"There's the problem in this relation ship you won't do anything to help it, one way or the other I'm damning myself just thinking about it." I growled out, jumping of the bed and going down stairs.
He could be so impossible, don't want to damn you by turning you, don't want to damn you by having sex with you! It's a double edged sword get cut or thumped either way you go.
"Hello Bella" Esme greeted me with a warm smile. All my anger slowly seeped out at her smile.
"Hello Esme" I hugged her. She was like a mother to me.
"Do you want lunch dear?" She asked.
"That would be nice, I could make it myself though, I don't want to bother you" I told her.
"Nonsense. I can't cook for any of my other children so please humor me" She countered back, I couldn't argue with that.
I nodded and sat down at a bar stool.
"Hey little sister, trying to get it on with Eddie boy?" I heard Emmet's booming voice laugh, followed by a smack.
"Ouch! What did I do?" He asked rubbing his head as he walked into the kitchen.
"You know what you did Emmet." Esme said, I could tell that she was fighting a laugh.
"No I don't" He smiled innocently. "Ah speak of the devil and he shall appear"
I felt hands wrap around my waist, I sighed. Act like nothing ever happened.
"Someone's grumpy this morning" Alice chirped skipping into the kitchen. She smiled at me, I stuck my tongue out at her.
Living with this family is hell, can't live with them, can't live without them.
So this is the first chapter, hopefully you like it, go easy on me it will get better. It is my first/second fan fiction I fell through on my first cause I got bored with it. . . So hopefully this one will be good!