It has been a month since Jen has told me that nothing could happen between us, I see her everyday in class and can't even talk to her. I see her looking at me and I know she wants me as much as I want her. I understand that her whole career is in jeopardy if we were to start a relationship, but I want her so much it hurts. So that's what brings me to this, the camping trip. A end of year camping trip and Jen is one of the volunteers. Jen and I in the woods together. A vast surrounding of dark corners that we can hide in. Tempation at its best. My mission for the trip is to make Jen realise that our relationship is worth the risk and danger.

I step on to the bus and see her, looking as beautiful as always, i never thought anyone could make wellies and a raincoat look so hot. "hi miss gilmore, all set for a weekend full of new experiences?" she looks at me and i know she understands the hidden meaning, "Tilly you know im all about new experiences", she smiles that smile and I know this weekend is going to be a good one.

I'm woken up by the sound of her voice, "everybody off the bus, we have finally reached the woods"

I jump off the bus, a bit too excited for my own good. "I love camping, dont you Jen?" she giggles and smiles at me, "I never thought you would like camping, I love learning new things about you". I cant control the blush on my cheeks, "well am I better go help maddie before she gets lost but we'll catch up later ya?" she smiles back at me and I try to catch up with maddie.

We finally got the tents up and cracked up some much needed alcohol, it definetly made everyone a bit more relaxed. The conversation was starting to bore me so i decided to do a bit of drunken exploring, I eventually found a lake which begged me to sit for a bit. The silence was peaceful, the scenery was perfect, i almost wished I could remember how I got her so I could bring Jen here when I was sober. The silence was disturbed by footsteps and I got my wish, I saw Jen walking towards me and I couldnt help but get butterflies in my stomach.

"Hey you, how did you find me here? miss me that much?"

"Well you have been gone for a bit and the conversation just wasn't the same without you, you could say that I missed you, or you could say that I just needed better conversation standards" she smirks at me.

"Always the smartass, i was going to say that i'm happy you're here but not anymore" i'm trying not to giggle, but then i feel her grab my hand and the giggling stops.

"I did miss you, i have missed you, i cant focus on teaching when you're in the room, i want to talk to you everyday, just to tell you about how boring my day has been, i want to kiss you, i want to cuddle with you and watch sappy movies and discuss art, so yes i have missed you"

I lean forward and do what i've wanted to do for the past month, i place a soft kiss on her lips, hoping she'l kiss me back, she pulls me close to her and kisses me hard. I pull away from her and smile only to find her smiling back. Yes this is going to be a good camping trip.