Do you know what day is today ? Yes, you probably forgot. Today is the day when you kissed me for the first and the last time before you left. Three years have passed since then and I'm still waiting for you. I'm in the place where you told me what you were feeling for me and I still can not believe it. The place is little changed, the snow covered the bench where you used to stand. Right here you told me how beautiful am I and my heart's still pounding hard reliving those memories. Hot tears begin to flow on my cold face. If you were here you'd probably calmed me, you would told me to not cry anymore because you're here and you will be forever, but... I'm not so strong without you. I can not stop myself thinking what you're doing. Renji told me some things about you and I was sad that you will not come anytime soon, but... I want you to know that I will always love you. I miss you so much that you would never believe me. I would like to hear you once, I miss the warmth of your voice. I feel so cold. I'm sorry that I'm so weak. I'm sorry that I can not resist as you wanted, but your absence is killing me slowly. My hert starts to hurt and I know it's time for me to go. This place affects me so hard, it makes me to feel you closer but yet so far. Slowly I go home and I try to avoid the gazes of some people. Eventually I get in front of my apartment and I see that the door is wide open. Probably I left it open. I close it and I feel your perfume. I watched at the hanger and I could see your kimono. Zangetsu was supported by it and I could hear the sounds of water running in the bathroom. My heart begins to pound. Is it possible to be you ? I rush to open the door, but apparently no one was inside. My heart started to hurt again. How could I be so stupid to think that you could be here ? I closed the door and I leaned against it. I feel so alone without you. Why had you to leave ? Why I couldn't go with you ? I feel a warm hand touching my shoulder and I can hear someone calling my name. It was so long that someone has calling me like that. I turn myself and my feet were soaking so I fall on my knees on the floor. The tears were flooding on my face again, and now you're right in front of me and you're removing my tears. You're looking so worried. You're opening your mouth in an attempt to say something to reassure me, but I interrupted you with a kiss. I missed so much your flavor. You're wrapping your arms around my body. You're always trying to protect me. You windrow after a few moments and you're examinating my face, while you were caressing me. A big smile was imprinted on your face. I missed that smile.
"You're so beautiful." He said and I blushed. He laught, probably amused by my innocence. "I'm glad that you haven't changed." After that his face become serious. "I'm sorry, Hime. I made you to wait me so long. But I promise to you that this is the last time when we stand so far apart. Because I love you and I don't want to spend a single moment without you. While I was gone, I realized that it no matter how much I would have stayed apart of you, because my feelings were never change, because you're always inside my soul. So... It's probably going to sound crazy, but still... Inoue Orihime will you be my wife ?" He took from his behind a small box it what it was the prettiest diamond ring in the world. I couldn't believe it, all seemed like a dream. I spend so much time staring at him that he began to worry. "It's ok if you want to think more about it. I don't want to force you to give me an answer now, if you want I will wait."
"No."
"No ? That's your answer ?"
"No, dummy. I don't want to wait. Yes, I want to be your wife."
"You gave me some palpitations." I laughed and I kissed him again.
"I love you, Ichigo."
"I love you too, Hime."
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