Author's Note: Hey guy's this is a letter I am trying to write to my mom..because I need to tell her the truth about me...i'm just afraid how she will react...and when i should give it to her...any advice i'd love it!

...Dear Mom...

Hey mom i wanted to write this to you because i figured it would be easier instead of trying to tell you to your face, please don't judge me after you read this...see i have been lying to you for awhile now..it's time I told you the truth..

Ok first off and the most important thing about me is that I'm Androgynous Which in my terms means that Some days i feel Female and some day's i feel Male, I sometimes go as far as binding my chest with a ACE bandage if i want to feel male, I know it's hard to understand. I am also Bi Sexual.. And ever since i was 14/15 ish years old i have cut myself. i have tried burning my skin but I dont like that...my Cutting started because of Dad of course, then it led up to relieving stress and whenever I had a bad feeling I'd cut to make it go away, and most of the times it worked, it also helped with being an Empath..I know all this sounds like I'm faking it all but I'm not...I've been looking online and I was so happy to learn that my name Madison is also used as a guy's name..so that works for me..Once again please don't be mad that I've been keeping this from you...i just want you to always love me no matter what kind of a freak i am..I love you

Love Always

Madison