AN/: Ok this is the new story. It is based on Hawk Nelson's CD Smile, It's The End Of The World! I was listening to it and of course a little light bulb went on above my head. I think you should listen to the songs so you know where it all came from, but that's your choice. So here you are: Smile, It's The End Of The World enjoy!

Disclaimer: I don't own Hawk Nelson, their CD, or Twilight. It's SAD to me. I would enjoy owning Edward and Emmet! not to mention a band!


Zero

I can remember that day like it was yesterday. The words still echoes in my head. The scene of the accident is one picture I may never forget.

For a while, I told myself it was all a bad dream. One I wasn't able to awaken from. But as days went by and the pain grew, I realized this nightmare was real. When I got that call and arrived at the scene I grew sorrowful.

"Bella, dear. He's dead." His mom told me. I kept saying no and that it was a lie. "Bella, Honey! He committed SUICIDE! He wanted to die.I found his note."

The accident mangled his body into someone I didn't want to know. They had a closed casket service. I realized then that he wasn't coming back. I soon broke down into hysterics, but only after the funeral. I was depressed as his parents were devastated. Everyone told me how sorry they were, but how are they supposed to know what I was going through? They never felt my pain before!

Well, it's been 3 months since he left us. I wonder if it was my fault sometimes. But I'm not allowed to think about it any more. At least not after I get my life back. But to that I have to move to my dad's, out in Washington, Forks...


AN/: tell me what you think about this story. Just a short statement, PLEASE. Oh, I need to explain! See Bella lived with her mom and Phil because they got together soon after Renee' left Charlie. Bella had a boyfriend, Duke, who she deeply loved. But he killed himself by jumping in front of a drunk driver, who he knew was drunk. But don't fret, Bella comes out of it!