Blair Waldorf was lying on her bed staring up at the ceiling while contemplating the many unexpected things that were arising in her believed to be perfect life.

Serena van der Woodsen, her long lost best friend, had come back from boarding school at Hanover and amazingly, they had become friends again. Even more amazing was the confession that Serena had brought back with her; the fact that she had left the Upper East Side because she was in love with Blair.

At the time, Blair was so dedicated to their childhood friend, Nate Archibald, and it hurt Serena more than anything to see them together. She wasn't hurt by the fact that her two best friends were now together, she was hurt seeing Blair continually disappointed by Nate's haphazard ways. So instead of staying to see how their relationship progressed, Serena had decided that going to boarding school was the best choice for her. She had wanted to give her best friend happiness, so she left before her own love for Blair had come between her and Nate's relationship.

Blair smiled as she remembered the afternoon when Serena had told her how she felt. The tall blonde was nervous and jittery which was so unlike her, but to Blair, it was the most adorable sight she had ever seen. They had been together now for nearly a month since she had ended her relationship with Nate, and it was easy to realize that Serena had always been everything she ever needed.

That was the reason for Blair's beautiful eyes suddenly changing from happily reminiscent, to tear-filled. She knew she had to tell Serena what was happening, but she just wasn't ready to lose the happiness she felt when she was with Serena, and she knew she couldn't handle the situation alone. Everything felt so surreal and she wasn't going to lose just Serena; she was going to lose everything. A tear escaped and traced over her temple, as she sat up to retrieve her cell phone.

"Serena? Could you come over, I need to tell you something…" Another tear escaped. "Alright…thanks."