"It's funny how day by day, nothing changes. But when you look back, everything is different."
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You usually don't believe in love at first sight. The thought of settling down with someone sickens you. You wonder how people can cope with relying on one person. You wonder how people can trust so easily, only because they love them. You're not used to trusting people. Too many people have hurt you. You know you should just get over them all, and put your trust in her, because you know deep down; she loves you.
But after all, these are the thoughts of an experienced broken woman.
No, you're not old, you're experienced. You have seen things no ordinary person could imagine. But you're also broken. Numerous have stepped on your heart, they didn't care. But now she's here, she cares, she's your heart, she loves you, and you love her too. You hate it; you hate how it had taken you all these years to finally find someone who makes you smile.
Now she's here.
You didn't notice her at first. She was just the rookie new detective; now she's one of the people you can't live without.
You didn't even know she existed. She was approximately 856 miles away from you, that may seem far, but it is close enough. She admired you, and at first you thought it was stupid; childish even. But now, you're grateful she did. The she made that connection to you.
856 miles away.
She studied your cases; she wanted to know more about you. But you couldn't accept that, you pushed her so far away. She was there to fill holes you never imagined she could. Yet, she did. And what a hell of a job she did doing it. The holes of the number person who left you to crash and burn.
You spent 12 years side by side with him. You were there to listen to him vent about his failing marriage, his kids or basically anything; because that's what partners do. And all he sent in return was a stupid necklace. One that you cherished, deeply, because it was all you had left of him. Everyone assumed you two were more than partners; that wasn't the case at all.
It's ironic, actually.
Everyone assumed that you and she were also more than co-workers. This time, however, they could not have been more right.
But before you two were more, it was tense between you two. She was trying to impress you, you brushed her off like a flea, she gave up and that's when you really wanted her there. To think that it took only 3 years to realize she's actually you the one, to actually get to this point.
But now,
3 years later,
856 miles closer,
And you finally realized; you can love again.
.x.
Olivia Benson's eyes opened to the sight of Amanda looking back at her. The sight immediately put a smile on her face. Olivia shifted under the navy blue sheets so she propped up on one elbow, still staring at Amanda.
Amanda let out a sigh as she said was she knew was on both of their minds. "When do you want to tell the squad?"
Olivia sighed also running her hands through Amanda's blonde locks. "How about today?" They had kept their relationship a secret for a total of 3 months. No one knew, and no suspected it. Being detectives, they were able to hide it good. The two women wanted to make sure this relationship would work before telling their co-worker, and they were certain; it was working, really good.
Amanda's eyes widened at her girlfriend's reaction. " Liv, are you sure?"
The brunette laughed slightly as she dropped her hands from Amanda's head. "Technically, we aren't partners so IAB can't do much. Plus, I don't think any would have a problem with it as long as we stay professional." Amanda was about to say more, but Olivia's phone rang.
Groaning, the senior detective rolled over and grabbed her work phone. "Benson."
"Liv, we need you down at the precinct now."
"Fin, you know it's a Sunday right." Olivia asked. She was hoping on spending most of the day with Amanda.
"Olivia, it's Calvin."
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A/N: Yes, I am doing another Rolivia story. Except, this is kinda AU. For those who are hoping for me to continue Confident, I'm laying that off to the side for a while. So if you see it marked Complete, don't freak out. It may be a weeks, even a month. But eventually.
So, is a Olivia/Amanda/Calvin AU a good thing?