Dreams of a yesteryear

A/N

This is an au fanfic where none of the characters get their eye powers. I am not using all the characters either, reasons, well I didn't want to write a character then never use them. As mentioned in the summary this fanfic will deal with heavy topics. I do not plan on making fun or taking any of these lightly as a person that understands a lot of this (not dealing with it on my own) but even still please enjoy

Yesteryear: last year or the recent past

I stepped back after I heard the sound. The dull thud as it hit you, followed by the metallic sent of your blood. I tried so hard to breathe, to get some air in to my lungs. I was shocked I felt as if I could not move. I cried that was about all I could do. I couldn't even say you're name. How long has it been?

As I jolted awake I gripped at my chest trying my best to breathe normally. I had no idea how long it took me to calm down and regain my normal breathing pattern. I leaned back in my bed. 'What time is it' I thought to myself. I looked around my room.

My room was small, to the left was my twin sized bed. Across the room against the right wall and beside my closet was a small dress, and above that dresser was window.

A window that was a little bit too high up. I could never understand that window. Why did the window have to be this way? Why couldn't the window be normal like all the other windows?

Because of the amount of light coming from the window that was a little too high up I guessed it was some time passed 10. I sighed, great, she'll be here soon. It's not that I hated her but she annoyed me. We annoyed each other, yet I wonder where I'd be without her.

I pulled my blanket over my shoulder. I just wanted to sleep, I knew it wouldn't happen but I could at least try. I had started to doze off a little before there was a knock at my door.

The before mentioned knocked had startled me enough to get to me jump, and hit my head on the wall my bed was against. The door opened slowly at first, only to be swung open after

"Hibiya, are you okay?"

The familiar voice of Momo Kisaragi asked.

I groaned as a general reply. I wanted to snap back at her but I didn't have the energy also it was not really her fault. I mean, how she could have known that I was in a point of consciences were a knock at my door would cause me to give myself a concussion.

I heard her move and could only assume she was coming toward my bed, where I was stilling laying there under my blankets clutching at my currently aching head.

A way to start a horrible day I think to myself.

"Hibiya I-

"I'm fine!" I cut her off

Momo didn't seem all to convinced, but she dropped the topic. "Lunch is almost ready" She told me.

"What?" I asked slightly confused

"It's almost 12" Momo informed me

12, I think I really did sleep in that much. "Come on" Momo called breaking me away from my thoughts. Why do people always have to do this? Why can't people just let me think?

Without saying a word I jumped off my bed. Not really it was more I rolled off on my back letting my feet slam on to the floor, which was cold. Despite it being almost 12. I think it was a curse that everything outside your bed is just cold for the first 30 minutes.

Momo lead me to the table, which was much unneeded. I didn't need to be shown to the table. I knew where the table was, it was the same place the table has always been.

"Kisaragi you managed to get Hibiya out of bed" Kido said when she noticed us. Momo nodded happily and sat down on the couch. I remained in the hall for a moment, my arms crossed.

"Are you just going to stand there all day?" Kido asked. I shook my head and sat down at the table, which was where it has always been.

I bet everyone was starting to get annoyed at my behavior, heck so I was I but I couldn't help it. I hurt so much; Not physical pain, emotional pain. Now a day's just getting out of bed was hard.

How long ago I can't remember, I watched the girl of my dreams die. Sure you can say 'you're only a kid, and have yet to live. You'll find love again.' Sure I have a lot of life left. She was also a kid and now because of some dumb ass driver she is dead. So tell me I have a life to live.

You're just adding insult to injury.

That's why I am here.

It's a sort of group housing plan. There is not constant super vision from the workers or head (the person that makes sure we have everything we need) so we have a lot of freedoms. And it's seemed to work. There are 3 others here.

Kido, who's family died when she was very young now a days she is like the mother of the house. Making sure we eat and everything. she tries hard and works hard. She's nice

Seto, his parents were too busy to take care of him. He never had many friends aside from a stray dog. One day some jerks threw the dog in the river and he went after it almost dying himself. He was moved in to the programme shortly after. He's really kind. I could only guess it's because of his past.

Kano, his mother was horribly abusive to him. He took it all. He felt it was his fault. He says he doesn't know what happened to his dad. One day some guys broke in to his house and killed his mom Kano also got hurt.

The three ended up here. There used to be another girl as well. She wasn't a part of the programme but was close to it. She was there sister. She loved them and they loved her. She killed herself two years ago.

We don't talk about it too much. It makes things more depressing then they already are.

I'm here because my parents couldn't handle it anymore. The sessions with therapists the medications I'd get put on only to be pulled off, as well as my almost constant nightmares. They couldn't handle me. They were having a hard time working and making money, so they didn't have the money to support my needs. They sent me here saying they loved me. I felt betrayed at first. My parents got rid of me. I felt more alone then ever back then. But Momo came around and even though I think she is the worst person ever. She made me feel less alone in this place. I'd never tell her that!

It wasn't long until Kido had finished making lunch. She normally makes healthy food but today she had made fries and ham burgers. I haven't had something like this in a while, yet I felt I wouldn't enjoy it that much.

"Seto, Kano" Kido called to the other boys putting their plates down on the table where they usually sit. Kano was currently playing a game while Seto watched. Kano paused the game throwing the controller down, he flinched when it hit the floor. "Sorry" Kano replied calming.

The boys joined us at the table. I didn't pay much attention to the lunch time conversations. Not that they ever cornered me. So I remind silent and ate my lunch.

"Hibiya" Momo said my name her voiced raised. I looked to her.

"Remember we had plans to do some shopping today" Momo told me. I tensed up.

Of course I forgot about them I never agreed to them you are making me go along with you. I wanted to shout but didn't. I sighed slightly. Shaking my head, "no I didn't forget"

Once lunch was done I went to my room to get dressed. And as soon as I had my shoes on, Momo grabbed my arm threw the door open yelled "we'll be back later" and pull me out the door.

Final thoughts!

I put so much work in to this first page!

Sorry about everyone being ooc like that i am trying my best to understand these characters. Also my humor doesn't match with Hibiya's.

It was hard for me to not write 'It also seems Seto and Kido have a thing for each other but no one will say anything we want them to get it on their own' XD I ship them so much

Anyway again thank you and special thanks to my progress readers

ShotaArmin Arlert- who was also my editor

Lordvalsass- Who kept reading a lot and believes this fanfic is great

Truck-sama (puttthattruckbackwhereitcamefrom) Who also dealt with me

Cooldog117- My real life friend that also listened to me ramble about that window

And lastly Knives-student-of-evil-academy

You 5 are all great friends and I have no idea where if I would have got this fanfic done without you. ^w^

Until next time!