TenshiBabe: hello, dis is my new Kag/Naku fan fic initially called 'Change of Heart' but I realized that it was already taken, so it's now called 'Have U Ever' named after that song the Brandy sang called 'Have you ever' which I also don't own…by the way I also don't own Inuyasha… yeah so I hope that you'll enjoy reading it. It is my first time doing a fic like this so I please no flames thank you ----
A/N:
"Talking"
'Thinking'
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(Authoresses' Pointless Blabber)
Summary:
What would you do if you had to choose between your friends and the one you supposedly love? What if your lover was your enemy? That was the question Kagome had to face, betraying her love along with it. Now he's back for revenge.
Have U Ever?
Chapter 1: The Game of Deception
'Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry
Have you ever needed somethin' so bad you can't sleep at night?
Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right
Have you ever
Have you ever'
Brandy.
Kagome's POV
That was it.
The Final Battle
Finally Naraku should be, and is gone, for good.
I should be happy, rejoicing, finally he'll be gone, out the door… then, then why do I also feel regret, despair like I've done something wrong. As if I'd backstabbed a friend?
WHAT? W-what's wrong with me did I actually think of Naraku and Friend in the same thought? Uggh no way! Get your brain out of the gutter Kagome!
I focused on the scene in front of me, the aftermath of the battle with Naraku, even though the after affects weren't good, though they weren't expected to be, it was a lot easier to defeat him than we would have thought a few weeks ago. I really didn't mean to do this to him, but when Inuyasha found out it was either Naraku or my friends. I chose my friends, as anyone would expect. But even as I sit here-watching my friends recover, and Inuyasha and Koga take turns watch guard, all the while feeling relieved that one problem was off their shoulders- I can still see him, those crimson eyes locked with mine displaying the emotions and feeling not shown on his face, surprise, anger, hurt, betrayal, and worst of all revenge. That's how I know that he's not gone, along from the fact that I can still faintly sense him even though the others can't.
I looked over to Inuyasha, he was my first love and even though he chose Kikyo, I was happy for him and chose to be his friend instead. He still protects me like he used to, and he still acknowledges me on a closer level than he does with the others, it's just not the same feelings as before. So guess being friends is okay.
As I sighed, looking up at the night sky, I wondered, 'what happened? Why did this happen? Why me?' Then I remembered the first night, the night that this all happened, the reason why he isn't here tormenting us right now, on a night just like this.
Flashback(4 weeks ago)
A group of people that consisted of a monk, a demon slayer, a Kitsune, a two-tail, and a miko along with a half demon trudged warily through the a forest. The miko known as Kagome was starting to feel the effects of walking for a whole day, non-stop through a dense forest. She looked over towards her friends Miroku, Sango, and Shippo; they were starting to feel it too. 'Geeze, I bet they just waiting for me to go over to Inuyasha and ask him for a break, -sigh- great', Kagome thought to herself. "Inuyasha," Kagome started as she slowly advanced towards the oblivious hanyou, "We are tired could we please stop to take a break, its almost dark anyways" Kagome finished. Inuyasha stopped. "'Bout time someone spoke up, -stretches- I was about ready to collapse," Inuyasha answered. The rest of the group sweat dropped. "Arrgh, Inuyasha do you think this is funny grrrr!" Kagome yelled as she tackled him, with the little amount of energy she had left. "Huh? AAH!" Inuyasha yelped as he was tackled, which turned into a tickling contest, which ended up as a tie. Inuyasha and Kagome both collapsed in a huff of laughter as they joined their companions by the side of the fire that Sango and Miroku made up whilst Kagome and Inuyasha were having their moment. After a dinner and light conversation about the day the group set up their sleeping quarters Inuyasha taking to the trees, Sango, Miroku, Kagome and Shippo sleeping by the fire.
It was way in the middle of the night when Kagome awoke she sensed the jewel shard, and it was huge. The only one that Kagome knew with that much of the jewel in their possession was Naraku, and this was no puppet. Kagome scanned their camp, the fire burned out and Inuyasha was sleeping, definitely in deep sleep since he didn't notice or sense Naraku near by. Kagome silently slipped out of her sleeping bag and cautiously stalked over to where she sensed the wanted hanyou. She found him sitting in a clearing, obviously alone. 'What is he doing?' Kagome wondered.
She knew he was dangerous.
She knew he was probably aware that she was there.
But she didn't care.
Kagome walked over towards him, all the while thinking 'this has to be a trap, when I get close enough Kagura and that pale girl with the mirror will appear out of nowhere and suck out my soul, whilst Naraku runs off with the jewel. This was a trap.' When she was about arms length away from him she stopped. If this was a trap, he would have done something to her about know since she was obviously in the perfect spot to spring a trap, but there was something definitely missing…the trap. Kagome stood there, waiting contemplating her next move. 'Should I run turn back…no can't do that now well you got your self into this mess…just hope that someone else gets you out' Kagome mentally kicked herself in the butt, fine if her conscience wasn't going to help her then she'd have to leave this to fate. As it turns out fate was in her favor that night.
" Priestess, Kagome is it?" Naraku whispered loud enough for Kagome to hear. "H-Hai" Kagome answered. 'What am I doing? I'm socializing with the enemy!' Kagome stood there not knowing what to say, wondering when he was going to strike. 'It's all over…' was the one thought that ran through her mind. He slowly looked towards her, blinking a few times as if confused he asked, "Aren't you going to try to attack me, or call for your hanyou friend to destroy me?" Whoa… ' Here I am thinking he going to attack me, and he's thinking the same thing? Whose the villain here?' Still looking at her, he frowned and turned to look at whatever he was looking at before. Kagome still a bit confused decided that there was no threat, and walked up to the notorious hanyou, pausing to see if he would respond-he didn't. She then sat beside him; she then busied herself with watching whatever he was.
'Uh…what is he looking at?' Kagome asked herself. She then noticed the stars that were brighter in this era than her own; she smiled to herself and started to hum a song she remembered from long ago. It was a song that her mother used to sing to her when she her father and her mother went star gazing, that was before he died. Looking at the stars always reminded her of those moments with her father. When she finished she noticed a pair of eyes looking at her, and her eyes widened…he was here. "Oh, Sorry…" She muttered, whilst mentally she berated herself for apologizing to the enemy.
He was still looking at her, like he was sort of analyzing her…she felt like she was being interrogated without any words. "I guess I should be leaving now, your hanyou friend is waking up" Naraku whispered, then he added "Thanks for the company miko, we should do this again whenever". Kagome watched as his floating miasma cloud formed beneath him and soared into the dark sky. Kagome blushed, and as predicted Inuyasha ran towards her asking her way she was out in the middle of the field by herself. Smiling she apologized to Inuyasha and walked back to camp. Later after thinking about it, it was then that Kagome realized that there was maybe a side of Naraku that she might actually start to like, if not grow fond of…though she never thought she'd fall in love.
End FlashbackKagome sighed, falling back on her sleeping bag. 'Yes I do believe that I've fallen in love with our greatest enemy…that's for sure'.
TenshiBabe: Whaddya think? Puhleeze R &R I'd really like to know what you think. NO FLAMES ACCEPTED, I can't take stress…6.z