As I get off the car and slammed the door. I reach for the keys in my pocket and open the house door,running upstairs without looking back. When I get to my room I immediately throw my bag on the bed and take a sit on the chair in front of my desk. I take long deep breaths trying to calm myself down. Today was one of the worst days of my life and i didn't have anyone to talk to but my diary. My only truly friend since my Best Friend Yenifer moved. I took a pen and started writing.
Dear, Friend
Have you ever met someone you hated so much that you couldn't even stand talking to them? Well I have. I wrote with anger Her name is Katie Blakemore. Katie was the type of girl everyone wanted to be and be with. To be more specific she was "Perfect". Perfect you might ask? Yes perfect. She had the perfect body, eyes, hair and personality. She was insanely beautiful; inside and out.
Every time she comes around I feel like I'm walking on the ceiling. Whenever shes around my world turns upside down. I guess what you should know Is that I hate her because I love her. I fell in love with someone I shouldn't have fallen for. Shes too good for me, too precious and let's not forget.. shes popular.
Someone like her would never notice someone like me. I'm a loser or as many might say one of the schools jokes. Today in Global History my teacher called on me and asked me a question the answer was on the board! But I couldn't even pronounce the name of the person! Everyone laughed at me. The point is I'm an embarrassment.. No wonder my dad left and my mom stopped caring about me...
Love, Nicole
I closed my diary and looked at the time. "I have a lot of homework." I say to myself as I sigh.