BPOV
It has been 5 months since Edward left me. But he is not ruining my life just because he never loved me. After about a week in my zombie state, were I didnt eat, talk, and I definitely didnt sleep with the nightmares, I decided to do exactly what he said to do, I was going to move on. But since guys just hurt me I thought girls were the way to go. I know me a lesbian how would believe it? The first two people I told was Angela and Jessica. I dont know why I said anything while Jessica was around. I know she was going to tell everyone. But I did any way. It went like this
FLASHBACK We where at Angelas house studying for a biology test coming up. Guys, can I gotta tell you something with out you freaking out and it can not leave this room? I asked Of course. You can trust me. Ang said Me too. Jessica practically yelled. I think I like girls. I said just above a whisper. There was a long silence. Say something, guys I stated worried Im just shocked is all. But I think that really great. I know Angela would support me. WOW. I dont know what else to say. Im just glad your not after Mike after Edward left I inwardly flinch when Jessica mentioned his name. Thanks for being supportive and not telling anyone END FLASKBACK
Well obvious someone did tell **cough cough Jessica** because the next day Lauren asked me out on a date. Yeah it surprised me too, know one ever thing Lauren Malory would be into girls let alone me. But it went something like this
FLASHBACK I was leaving the gym looker room when Lauren stopped me. Bella? Can I talk to you a sec.? she asked Yeah sure whats up? I herd you are into girls now, And I wanted to know willyougooutwithme? What was that last part I didnt catch that. I knew what she said I just wanted her to repeat it. I said will you go out with me. Like as on a date? after a second time I was still shocked. Sure Lauren Id like that a lot. Im pretty sure I had a big goofy grin on my face about this point. END FLASKBACK
So after that and we started dating more and more for the first month. I finally got the nerve to ask her to be my girlfriend, and of course she said yes. Ever since then a lot has changed about me, like I actually have a since of style, (Lauren is the cause of that, she loves me but she has a standard her words not mine) and Im not clumsy anymore. I can actually walk in heels. I have a mouth that will make a sailor blush, and I got a amazing new 2010 BMW S1000RR. It the best bike ever. Charlie hates it but oh well. I named her Mary, like after my ex best friend, Mary Alice. So that the new me.