A/N This is my first story. If anyone would offer help I would greatly appreciate it. I highly suggest you listen to Skinny Love By- Birdy
I hope you like it!
Skinny Love
You want to be beautiful. You must be skinny to be Beautiful. I got taught how to be Beautiful. Yes I many lessons. But now i'm Beautiful ,right?
Every day I wonder why me? Why must I be well,me? No one will want me. My m- no teacher was right. No will even like me i'm fat. Thats what the voices tell me. They say i'm fat,ugly, mixed-blood, and a whore. A/N I don't like to use that word,but it is needed.
One day I hope the voices will stop. They want me to die. They tell me to cut,to overdose, to just kill myself. I don't want to live anymore. Ugh. I hate this. My life is going to be-
"Pipes dinner's ready. Are you coming out" My dad asks through my closed bedroom door
" Ya Dad. I'll be out in a moment" I called
I wish there was no meals ever. I could live happily thin forever. Oh well. I just go to fake it. I have Roover though, I can give him my food.
" , Your father sent me to tell you to hurry up" my maid called
"Thanks Sheba"
"No problem Ms."
Crap I was thinking for 10 minutes. After that I run down the stairs to not eat dinner.
"Piper dear what took you so long?"
"I had to wash up."
"Oh girls." my dad muttered under his breath
My dad and I didn't talk for the rest of the dinner. After finally feeding the rest of my food to Roover I told dad that I needed to work on a school project.
After I got to the middle of the sairts dad called me back.
"Piper, eat dessert!"
"Fine Dad." I said while sighing mentally. I guess I will be puking again tonight.
I finally got back to my room. I went straight to the room that had the sign on the door that says Λεπτή Αγάπη or Skinny Love. When I enter that room there is no turning back. I head straight to the sink. I stick my finger down my throat.I gag and gag until finally I am back to being empty and having no food in me. After the 20 minutes that took i'm tired. Even anorexic has to sleep.
This is not the end.i will write another chapter. This is only my first story.
thanks 4 reading. Review!
Izzy