we passed by so many trees and flowers and some plains
but when we got there , i felt peace surrounding me for some reason.
friend:come , breathe and tell the trees what is going on.
me:trees , i need help.i need hope
mother is mentally broken down for some reason and I don't know who my dad is.
as I spoke , I knew I was going to break down.i would always be embaressed because I was the only girl at school who didn't know her father , wear dirty clothes to school because my mom would not buy me some , didn't know how to turn on a microwave , and not know how to wash a dish
hurts to get hit by my your parents because you feel unloved.
"wow , i never thought that our trees were still here. mother always told me that the world is useless;that all there was were cemeteries , dead bodies found , people that hurt you , humans that make our monsters , that each day people are getting their heads cut off because of there sin to pay for,blood on hands , stabbed eyes , stabbed hearts , that there is no such thing as a friend.
friend:well i guess your mother was wrong about not having the trees. i think that we the people should see that we still have peace in this world.
there wasn't just trees in there;flowers ,vines , grass everywhere , and ponds.
"please find my father , trees"
friend:so what do you feel?you can tell me anything
should i tell her?what if she laughs at me?
friend:i understand if you don't want to tell me
me:i'll tell you
sigh , do you ever feel unloved?do you ever feel embarrassed because you don't know who is your father?do yo ever feel that your presence bothers everyone else?do you ever feel like you have no where to go except die?
well , that's what i feel
i felt so relaxed with the wind blowing my hair.