"Siting at home, I turn on the t.v, it's all reality, and I don't wanna watch stupid people.
Got my phone, I check the texts between, between you and me, 'cause I guess you popped into my head and...
It shouldn't be Friday ni-i-ight, why am I-I-I here home alone when...
We can run away for the weekend but I'm here alone wish you'd go throwing rocks at my window.
We could count the stars from your car hood but I'm here alone wish you'd go throwing rocks at my window.
Ba ba ba da ba ba
Ba ba ba da ba ba
Ba ba ba da ba ba
Throwing rocks at my window..."
I finished singing for my fans and smiled as they began to cheer. I made my way backstage and squealed at the two people standing before me, my best friend Alexis, who was now dating Carlos from Big Time Rush. I am more than proud to say that I was the one who introduced them and now they are madly in love. If only my love life was that great. I quickly shook the thought from my head and gave Alexis a bone crushing hug as she laughed.
"Look who it is, Gabby Helson, internationally famous British popstar who just finished performing her new hit song 'Rocks At My Window' on Ellen!" she mocked me with a Radio DJs voice.
I laughed saying " Oh Shut up," My English accent sounding unfamiliar next too hers like it always does, "You didn't tell me you were coming."
Carlos answered, "We wanted to surprise you."
"Thank you." I said sincerely.
"Yeah well you needed it, seriously, what is going on between you and Kendall?" She asked concerned.
I groaned not wanting to talk about my situation with my current or maybe ex-boyfriend Kendall, "Not here and not now. Let me change into some comfortable sweats and we can go get some tea at Starbucks."
Alexis crinkled her nose and laughed, "You will never understand that we are Americans therefore if we go to Starbucks we are most likely coffee," Carlos nodded in agreement with her statement.
I just shook my head and smirked. I walked to my dressing and I changed out of my stage dress into grey sweats, a Nirvana t-shirt, and a pair of black Uggs. While doing so, I thought of ways to distract Lexi and Carlos from talking about my situation with him. Kendall is my boyfriend and has been for a year now. Five weeks ago we got into a huge fight that started with him not trusting the fact that Brian, one of my back up dancers, and I are just friends! The argument ended with me having enough and leaving; telling him it was over and I haven't seen him since. I miss him and deeply but I try to think that this is for the best. Sometimes no matter how much we manage to see each other, we still lived too far; me in the UK and him in the US. But no matter how many times I tell myslef this, however, I still love Kendall and its still hard to believe that we're actually done.
I soon heard a quick knock on my door,"Gabby you've been in there for twenty minutes, we know you're done."
I stepped defiantly out of the room and looked at Lexi, "No matter what you say, I was not stalling."
I then laughed and quickly walked away and met up with Carlos, attempting to start a conversation before Alexis came back, "So what has BTR been up to?"
Carlos shook his head and smirked, "Is that code talk for what has Kendall been up to?"
I scoffed, "No but you can tell me." I silently scolded myself for saying the last part.
Alexis arrived and beat Carlos to it, "He misses you... a lot"
I was going to reply but we exited the venue and the paparazzi were hounding at us. They've been asking the same two questions for the past three days,"Who broke up with who?" and "Why did it happen?" Sadly I always found myself only able to answer the first question. I broke with Kendall, but I'm not absolutely sure why the main reason being: I still loved him.
We finally got passed them and entered Carlos' car. I replied to Lexi's previous statement slightly angry, "Why should he miss me, he made it perfectly clear that he didn't trust me!"
Carlos shook his head, "You two were just having a misunderstanding."
I sighed not saying anything back because if I did it would turn into a fight and with Carlos and Lexi fighting, it would definitely take a while. After being lost in my own world thinking about my situation for a couple of minutes, I started to noticed that Carlos had passed every single Starbucks we saw on the road and it dawned on me that this was a trap, "Where the hell are you taking me?"
They both smirked and didn't answer. I sat up and payed attention to the view outside. Five minutes later I noticed Carlos' house come into view. "What are you doing?"
Once again they didn't respond and Carlos pulled into the driveway. When I refused to exit, the two got out the car and came to me, "Get out!" Lexi ordered.
"No." I shook my head.
Carlos sighed, "Guys!" He yelled.
I saw James and Logan getting out of Carlos' home and coming towards us. "Okay," Logan said, "we're just going to pick you up, don't be scared now."
"Are you fucking kidding me, put me down! You assholes! This is kidnapping! UGH!" I screamed over and over once they easily picked me up.
They carried me into the house while I tried biting James, kicking Carlos, and whacking Logan. They took me into one of Carlos' guest bedrooms and locked me in. I pounded the doors and after a minute gave up. "I hate you guys, you can all go die in a hole!" I yelled.
Someone chuckled from behind me "Calm down sweetheart, they did the same to me an hour ago."
I know that voice, that incredibly sexy chuckle. I slowly turned around and much to my dismay my prediction was right. "Kendall." I said softly.
"Looks like they were trying to set us up," He replied.
I turned around and sat down on a nearby sofa ignoring him. It killed me too much to even look at those beautiful emerald green eyes. How could he talk to me when he hurt me like that. "I think it would be better if we just don't talk to each either. Maybe they'll let us out."
Kendall got off the bed he was sitting on and came around to face me. He reached out and when I didn't hesitate, picked up my chin so I would be forced to look at him in the eyes. "Do you want to know why I was mad at you?"
I only nodded, "Because if Brian had said the right things I would have lost you. Its exactly what I was trying to avoid but what happened anyway. I have cried every night for the past two weeks because I could no longer have you in my arms. You are my drug Gabriella Rose Helson and I'm addicted to you. I fucked up, okay, and I will do everything I possibly can to fix it because I love you so goddamn much. It may take three days, hell maybe even a year; I just want my crazy auburn haired, dog loving, girlfriend back. I miss you and your intoxicating sea blue eyes, that I always get lost in, the fact that you have to stand on your tippy-toes to kiss me." I finally smiled, "Most of all I miss your soft pink lips on mine."
"That was so freakin' cheesy," I say smiling the realest smile I've had in the last two weeks.
He smiled too, "Well I'm that type of guy." I stared at his hazel eyes, the ones I always get lost in. "I am so sorry."
"I forgive you." I muttered, nothing but love filling every part of me.
He smiled and slowly put his lips on mine. I kissed back trying to savor one of the best moments in my life with the best person in my life. It didn't last too long though because I heard four of my best friends cheering from behind the door.
"I guess they're gonna let us out now," Kendall said smiling.
I simply just kissed him again.
A/U~ So this was my original story for the annual Big Time Rush One Shot Day but it was typed on my nook, which I will never do again, and it turned out extremely ugh. This is the re-revised version that is not as crappy. I hope you like it and I am sorry that I didn't fix it earlier, I am very lazy. I am also sorry that the apology at the end may have been abrupt but it was a one chapter one shot. I am not very good at one shots but considering how many times I revised, I hope this is good. The song at the beginning was 'Rocks At My Window' by Bridgit Mendler.
Love, Jadewyld