Broken

Bella is happily married to Edward, and enjoying their married life together. That is until she falls pregnant. Things don't go well and Edward has to make the most difficult choice of his existence. Can Bella forgive him for this choice, or will they forever be broken?

A.N. Well hello again. I got this idea from watching Braking Dawn Part 1. This is my first try at writing Bella and Edward as a couple, so I hope I can do well. They start off as a couple but you'll have to stay tuned to see if they remain one.

All rights and characters belong to Stephanie Meyer. I own nothing. Oh if only I did...

Prologue: The end of happy.

Bella POV

I was blissfully happy. My wedding day, which was just two short weeks ago, was the happiest day of my life so far. I had married Edward, the man of my dreams. My vampire, my world, my soul, my reason for existence. We were currently on day fourteen of our honeymoon, and in two short days, we will be going back home, and I will be changed. I will become a vampire. Something my heart has desired for a long, long time. I always felt out of place in the real world. As a human I was clumsy and stuck out like a sore thumb. In the real world, I had never experienced such pain, such fear, and so much death as I had in the vampire world. Yet I never felt stronger. I was born to do this, born to be a vampire.

Even though our honeymoon hadn't gone as smoothly as others, I was still happier than I had ever been. When Edward and I made love on the first night of our honeymoon, things had gone slightly awry. Even though it the most stomach churning, earth shattering, best experience of my life, Edward had lost control, and bruised me heavily. He had been so angry with himself, that after apologising profusely, he refused to touch me again until I was changed. But, after many sexy outfits, thank you Alice for that one, and dreams about making love, he finally gave in last night, after I had pleaded. It was just as fantastic as the first time, but only he didn't hurt me as bad this time.

I woke up the next morning to a note from Edward saying that he had gone hunting and that he would be back as soon as he can. I made myself some food and sat waiting on him. Half way through my mini feast though, I had felt sick. Wondering if I had picked up a bug, I rushed to the bathroom and spent the next ten minutes being sick. Edward had come back during my vomiting session, and he gently rubbed soothing circles on my back as I emptied my stomach. After the sickness subsided he helped me clean up. That's when I realised that I had missed my period, and could possibly be pregnant. I was elated. Having a baby was one of the things that I had accepted that I would have to give up in order to be with Edward. I had never thought about it really, I wasn't too sure being a mum was my calling. But, now that I was pregnant, I was sure. I wanted this baby, more than I wanted to be a vampire.

I soon realised that this was no normal pregnancy, I felt it move, I was no expert but I was pretty sure this wasn't suppose to happen at this stage. Edward wasn't as elated as I was. In fact he was pretty furious that he had ever let this happen, he was certain that it was a demon, a vampire like him, and that I wouldn't be able to survive, and after a tense phone call, he packed our bags and booked a private jet. We needed to get back to Forks as soon as possible, so that Carlisle could get rid of the 'thing'.

My happy bubble burst at that moment. I realised that I was in this on my own, I wasn't going to let them kill my baby, despite it being what everyone would want. I was alone, and very scared. This led me to call Rosalie, my only possible ally. She and Emmett were touring Ireland, and after hearing my story, she promised that she would stand by me and protect me and my baby with all that she had. I was comforting to know that someone was with me, but it was nothing compared to having Edwards support. I needed that so much right now.

So here I was sitting two weeks later with a bump the size expected when someone was seven months gone, only I was only four weeks. It was pretty clear now, why everyone was wanting me to get rid. It was stronger than my human body was, and it was killing me. I had several fractured ribs, and bruised organs, as the baby moving caused it to hurt me. I had lost several stone, and went from a size ten to a size four in clothes, even the four was starting to get too big. I couldn't eat, as any food I had, I threw back up. My stomach couldn't tolerate food, and as a result I was getting incredibly week. I knew I was dying, but I was determined to let my baby live.

Edward and the rest were gone, bar Rosalie. They were out hunting, they needed to keep up their strength, in case I went into labour, which could be at any moment. When Rosalie went to hunt, that was everyone's opportunity to beg me to get rid of the baby, but I refused to listen. I wasn't going to do it for anyone.

"Rose?" I called weakly. I needed to talk to her whilst the others were out. I needed to do something, and I hoped she would listen and understand.

"Yes?" She called back frantically. She was beside me in seconds. "Is something wrong with the baby? Do I need to call Carlisle?" She was the only one bar me, who called it a baby, the others called it a foetus, and sometimes in their anger, a demon. I shook my head and made a motion to get up. She helped me as gently as she could.

"I need you to help me with something." I asked, I was kind of nervous.

"What is it?" She asked as she adjusted me blanket around my body. I was shivering, but was too weak to do anything for myself.

"I want to call Jacob." I said tentatively. Her head shot up and a furious expression crossed her face.

"What do you want to contact that dog for?" She spat and I flinched at her tone.

"Rose, please? I need to call him. He may be another person on our side."

"You really think Jacob would be on our side? Your carrying his arch enemy's baby." She replied incredulously.

"Jacob loves me, and despite how much I've hurt him, I know he'll do anything for me." I said imploringly.

"You still love him, don't you?"

"Would you judge me if I said yes?" I asked weakly. She shook her head answering with a no. "He can help me, with his supernatural heat he can warm me, and I may start feeling better."

"OK, you're starting to convince me." She said bemused, I smiled slightly.

"I need to say a final goodbye to him."

"You really think you need to do that?" She asked, and I knew she was worried. We had become close in our mutual love for my baby.

"I don't know how this is going to end, sometimes I think I can do it, other times I'm not so sure. Whether I die, or survive and become a vampire, this is my last chance. He's my best friend." I gently wiped the hot tears that were slipping down my face. I really missed Jacob, his warmth, his sunny nature and sweet, sweet smiles. I knew that giving up Jacob would be hard, but I didn't know it would be this hard. I still loved my sun.

"OK" She sighed exasperated.

"Thank you Rose, thank you so much." I said smiling my first real smile in weeks.

"Where is you're phone?" She asked smiling in return.

"In my room, on my night stand." She nodded once and disappeared, coming back in about five seconds flat.

"I'm going into the kitchen to give you some privacy. I know it's not totally private, but it's the best I could do. If I went outside, even for a split second, Edward would kill me." She said handing me my phone.

"Thank you again." I said taking the phone. She nodded once and gave a half smile before heading into the kitchen at lightening speed. I flipped open my mobile and went to my call list. I quickly scrolled to Jacobs name and then paused. Did I really want to do this? Didn't we say our last goodbye on the night of my wedding? I smiled briefly at how happy I felt back then, spinning around the woods that surrounded this house and just married to the love of my life. We had fought that night, after I had stupidly told him that I was going to have a normal honeymoon. He raged that Edward would hurt me, maybe even kill me, if he could see me now. Then there was Edward to consider, this would surely break his heart. Did I really want to do that? Sure, things were less than stellar between us at the moment, but that didn't mean I wanted to hurt him. I loved him irrevocably. As as shiver shot through me, my mind was made up. I took a deep breath and hit the call button.

"Hello?" His voice sounded after only two rings. I wondered if he still had my number, and was daring to believe that I was really calling him.

"Jacob." I replied shakily. I took two deep breaths and waited for him to answer.

"Bella?" He breathed.

"Hey." I said stupidly.

"Are you OK? Why are you calling?" His tone was panicked now.

"I need your help." I wept.

"What happened? Did he hurt you?" He asked angrily. I heard Rosalie tut loudly from the kitchen.

"No. I just need your help. It's difficult to explain. I can't do it over the phone."

"OK, Bells. I'm on my way, hang on." He said and the call ended.

Seconds after I hung up, the rest came in. I was checked over by Carlisle, and after reassuring him that I hadn't been sick, nor experienced pain in the last few hours, he was happy to leave me to rest.

"It's good that you've stopped being sick." Edward said. He stroked my hair until I shivered involuntarily.

"I'm sorry." I mumbled.

"Me too. I just wish you'd see sense." He replied sadly.

"I wish you would!" I shouted back. "Edward, this is our child, I'm not killing it. Why can't you see that I can do this?"

"Because Bella, I can see how it's killing you. I'm not willing to lose you."

"Well I'm not willing to lose it." I said stubbornly. He went to reply but stiffened. His nostrils twitched and his eyes darkened. I swallowed deeply, I knew who provoked that kind of reaction in him.

"What's he doing here?" Edward asked standing up. I grabbed his hand to stop him leaving. I could hear Carlisle asking him the same question.

"I called him." I whispered. Edward pulled his hand away from mine and stared at me heartbroken. I knew that I had betrayed him, but I was desperate.

"Let him in. Bella called him." Rosalie said. I heard Jacob thundering up the stairs into the upper level sitting room. Edward was still staring at me, the same expression on his face.

"Bella?" Jacob called as he entered the room. He stopped dead upon seeing me. His face went deathly white and his eyes went wide. "Bells, what happened?" He asked, truly terrified. Edward flinched at his tone and turned to him for the first time since he came into the room.

"Rose, will you help me stand?" I asked. She nodded and gently lifted me up. The blanked that was around me fell to the ground revealing my skinny frame and protruding bump.

"Holy fuck." He whispered, what little colour he had in his face completely went as he took in my appearance. He staggered back and turned his gaze to Edward. "You bastard!" He yelled, and before I could comprehend what was happening, and before Edward could even react, he lunged at him.

A.N. So as you can tell this follows the movie scenes a bit. No copy right infringement was intended. The next chapter may also have some bits that you recognise, but most of it and the following chapters will be my own.