Love? Yuck! Horrible word! But, yet I want to experience it so badly! I hear all kinds of stories. I go to bed creaming that that would happen to me! I want my Prince Charming! I want someone to love and care about me no matter the circumstances. I just want to mean something special to someone. I just want to know I'm somebody's world, that I make their day, that I put a smile on their face, and that they actually love me!
I just want someone to want me! I want someone to love me for me and all of me! I just want to be treated like the princesses in those fairytales I once believed in. I just want someone to come up to me and say "You're the most beautiful girl in the world!" Sure, I have someone who tells me almost every day that I'm pretty, sexy, gorgeous, sometimes beautiful. But, they don't want me the way I want someone to want me.
No one understands! They all tell me "Don't worry, you'll find someone…Blah, Blah, Blah!" Just Bullshit I don't have time for. They don't know what it feels like to not be pretty, to not have everyone all over you, and to not get almost everybody you like. Sure, I'm loved by family and friends but I just want someone to make me feel pretty, to make me feel as though I'm wanted, to make me fucking fall in love, hard! Make me never want to get up! I just want to be someone's entire world! I want to be the person they dream about, the first thought when they wake up, and the person they need to see throughout the entire day. I want to be the person they fell in love with, hard! And they never want to get up from it. I just want to experience love firsthand.
I know it'd going to come with heartbreaks and hurt feelings. But, I want that! I want to be heartbroken that way I know I truly loved in the first place. I want the love to be mutual also! I just want to be held cradled and showered with affection every moment we are together. I just want to be loved.
After he finished reading Freddie knew what he had to go tell Sam. She made him fall in love hard and he never wanted to get up!
Did you like? I kind of think it sucks horribly! I'm using fanfiction to improve my writing skills...I feel like a disgrace to all the really cool Seddiers out there writing AH-mazing stories(you know who you are)! So R&R...It's a one-shot so you don't really have to review...I just want constructive criticism.