p style="line-height: 18.75pt; background: whitesmoke;"Chapter 1:/p
p style="line-height: 18.75pt; background: whitesmoke;"I'm pretty much a normal teenager except the fact that my parents are divorced and my dad left me with m abusive mother and my sister Michelle, they always hated me but I'm used to it, I don't have any friends but I really like to sing when I'm alone, but the reason I don't have friends is because Michelle told no one to befriend me. Anyways my name is Karma, and I've learned to play many instruments like the guitar, piano, violin and drums but I did have to do all this at school. Today was almost the end of the first semester, and today I felt would be different like I would actually make a friend, who am I kidding, first thing I did when I woke up was take a shower, I put on a black long sleeve with a pair of good sweatpants, then I went racing down the stairs to cook breakfast after I cooked I left without anyone noticing, I was excited because school was m only escape. When I arrived, there was a bunch of students outside waiting and I went passed all of them, after I made my way to, my locker and switched my books and put in my song book, when I arrived to the school the teacher said out of the blue "today there is going to be a new student" I gasped because there was only on seat for it to sit, then the teacher said to me "karma, the new student will be sitting by you and he is new so please at least try speak with him," then I sat there when suddenly everyone went quiet and then I was paying attention to my song book writing a new song, it was going like this "span style="font-size: 11.5pt; font-family: 'Arial',sans-serif; color: #616161;"I can almost see it That dream I'm dreaming but There's a voice inside my head saying, You'll never reach it, Every step I'm taking, Every move I make feels Lost with no direction My faith is shaking but I Gotta keep trying Gotta keep my head held high There's always gonna be another mountainbr / I'm always gonna wanna make it move Always gonna be a uphill battle Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose Ain't about how fast I get there, Ain't about what's waiting on the other side It's the climb the struggles I'm facing, The chances I'm taking Sometimes might knock me down but No I'm not breaking I may not know it But these are the moments thatbr / I'm going to remember most yeah Just got to keep goingbr / And I, I got to be strong Just keep pushing on, cause There's always going to be another mountain I'm always going to want to make it move Always going to be an uphill battle, Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose, Ain't about how fast I get there, Ain't about what's waiting on the other side, It's the climb (yeah) There's always gonna be another mountainbr / I'm always gonna wanna make it move Always gonna be an uphill battle Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose Ain't about how fast I get there, Ain't about what's waiting on the other side, It's the climb (yeah yeah ea ea) Keep on moving Keep climbing Keep the faith babybr / It's all about It's all about The climb Keep the faith Keep your faith, Whoa oh, oh" then someone said "hey, you got good lyrics" I look up to see a boy with amazing good looks, I gasp and blush at his compliment, "my name is Kyle Ross" I smile shyly at him as he still looks at me when I was saved by the teacher, "Mr. Ross, karma is terribly shy so she won't speak but you can try" then he sits down while I look at the lyrics and sigh because I needed a guitar. I was sitting there like a duck, when finally the bell rang and I got up to go to the music room for practice but as I was walking out the door I bumped into something causing my body to ach from my bruise's then someone held out their hand so I grabbed it hesitantly took, when someone pulled me up I saw an angel then she spoke "I am so sorry" I smile at her sheer beauty, then I nod when Michelle comes and says, "slut, where's my song book?" I sigh then I write a note saying "at home" she scowls and walks away, I look back at the girl who seemed to be lost so I walk away, when I arrived at the music room first thing I did was grab the guitar and make sure no one was around, after I checked I sat on a stool, then begin to sing my new song, "I can almost see it That dream I'm dreaming but There's a voice inside my head saying, You'll never reach it, Every step I'm taking, Every move I make feels Lost with no direction My faith is shaking but I Gotta keep trying Gotta keep my head held high There's always gonna be another mountainbr / I'm always gonna wanna make it move Always gonna be an uphill battle Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose Ain't about how fast I get there, Ain't about what's waiting on the other side It's the climb the struggles I'm facing, The chances I'm taking Sometimes might knock me down but No I'm not breaking I may not know it But these are the moments thatbr / I'm going to remember most yeah Just got to keep goingbr / And I, I got to be strong Just keep pushing on, cause There's always going to be another mountain I'm always going to want to make it move Always going to be an uphill battle, Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose, Ain't about how fast I get there, Ain't about what's waiting on the other side, It's the climb (yeah) There's always gonna be another mountainbr / I'm always gonna wanna make it move Always gonna be an uphill battle Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose Ain't about how fast I get there, Ain't about what's waiting on the other side, It's the climb (yeah yeah ea ea) Keep on moving Keep climbing Keep the faith babybr / It's all about It's all about The climb Keep the faith Keep your faith, Whoa oh, oh" after I sing, my face had a big smile when I saw the girl before applauding then I gasp because my voice was always bad luck to people, "wow, yer amazing" I notice her southern accent, "please don't tell anyone, I spoke" I said, then she says, "okay, by the way my name is Shy" I smile then whisper "my name is Karma" she giggles then she asks me to play another song, then meekly said okay, /spanspan style="font-family: 'Arial',sans-serif; color: #222222;"Little do you know, How I'm breaking while you fall asleepbr / Little do you know I'm still haunted by the memory Little do you know I'm trying to pick myself up piece by piece Little do you know I need a little more time Underneath it all I'm held captive by the hole inside I've been holding back For the fear that you might change your mind I'm ready to forgive you but forgetting is a harder fight Little do you know I need a little more time I'll wait, I'll wait I love you like you've never felt the pain, I'll wait I promise you don't have to be afraid, I'll wait The love you see right here stays so lay your head on me Little do you know I know you're hurt while I'm sound asleepbr / Little do you know All my mistakes are slowly drowning me Little do you know I'm trying to make it better piece by piece Little do you know I, I love you till the sun dies I'll wait, just wait I love you like I've never felt the pain, just wait I love you like I've never been afraid, just wait Our love we see right here stays so lay your head on me I'll wait, I'll waitbr / I love you like you've never felt the pain, I'll wait I promise you don't have to be afraid, I'll wait The love you see right here stays so lay your head on me Lay your head on mebr / So lay your head on me Cause little do you know I love you till the sun dies" after I sigh, she claps, then she says "yer, are so amazin" then I blush, as we were awkwardly standing there I cut it "um, thank you but I wanted to ask you, do you want to try with like a friend duet" shyly looking down then she squeezes, I squeak at the hug then we both sit on stools and I gave her my song book to see what song she wanted to sing she picked "perfect two," then I start off with the guitar "/spanspan style="font-size: 10.0pt; font-family: 'Arial',sans-serif; color: #333333; background: white;"You can be the peanut butter to my jelly/spanspan style="font-size: 10.0pt; font-family: 'Arial',sans-serif; color: #333333;" span style="background: white;"You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly/span/span span style="background: white;"You can be the captain and I can be your first mate/spanbr / span style="background: white;"You can be the chills that I feel on our first date/span span style="background: white;"You can be the hero and I can be your side kick/span span style="background: white;"You can be the tear that I cry if we ever split/span span style="background: white;"You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'/span span style="background: white;"Or you can be the sun when it shines in the morning'/span span style="background: white;"Don't know if I could ever be/span span style="background: white;"Without you cause boy you complete me/span span style="background: white;"And in time I know that we'll both see/span span style="background: white;"That we're all we need/span span style="background: white;"Cause you're the apple to my pie/span span style="background: white;"You're the straw to my berry/span span style="background: white;"You're the smoke to my high/span span style="background: white;"And you're the one I wanna marry/span span style="background: white;"Cause you're the one for me for me/span span style="background: white;"And I'm the one for you for you/span span style="background: white;"You take the both of us of us/span span style="background: white;"And we're the perfect two/spanbr / br / span style="background: white;"We're the perfect two/spanbr / span style="background: white;"We're the perfect two/spanbr / span style="background: white;"Baby me and you/spanbr / span style="background: white;"We're the perfect two/span span style="background: white;"You can be the prince and I can be your princess/span span style="background: white;"You can be the sweet tooth I can be the dentist/span span style="background: white;"You can be the shoes and I can be the laces/span span style="background: white;"You can be the heart that I spill on the pages/spanbr / span style="background: white;"You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser/span span style="background: white;"You can be the pencil and I can be the paper/span span style="background: white;"You can be as cold as the winter weather/span span style="background: white;"But I don't care as long as we're together/span span style="background: white;"Find More lyrics at /spanbr / span style="background: white;"Don't know if I could ever be/span span style="background: white;"Without you cause boy you complete me/span span style="background: white;"And in time I know that we'll both see/span span style="background: white;"That we're all we need Cause you're the apple to my pie/span span style="background: white;"You're the straw to my berry/span span style="background: white;"You're the smoke to my high/span span style="background: white;"And you're the one I wanna marry/span span style="background: white;"Cause you're the one for me for me/span And I'm the one for you for you, span style="background: white;"You take the both of us of us And we're the perfect two/spanbr / br / span style="background: white;"We're the perfect two/spanbr / span style="background: white;"We're the perfect two/span span style="background: white;"Baby me and you/span span style="background: white;"We're the perfect two/spanbr / span style="background: white;"You know that I'll never doubt ya/spanbr / span style="background: white;"And you know that I think about ya/spanbr / span style="background: white;"And you know I can't live without ya/spanbr / span style="background: white;"I love the way that you smile/span span style="background: white;"And maybe in just a while/span span style="background: white;"I can see me walk down the aisle/span span style="background: white;"Cause you're the apple to my pie/span span style="background: white;"You're the straw to my berry/span span style="background: white;"You're the smoke to my high/span span style="background: white;"And you're the one I wanna marry/span span style="background: white;"Cause you're the one for me for me/span span style="background: white;"And I'm the one for you for you/span, span style="background: white;"You take the both of us of us/spanbr / span style="background: white;"And we're the perfect two/span span style="background: white;"We're the perfect two/span span style="background: white;"We're the perfect two/span span style="background: white;"Baby me and you/span span style="background: white;"We're the perfect two" she burst into laughter because it was really good but what we didn't notice is that a teacher was listening the whole time, then I gasp once again because she tell the whole school about me talking again except I'll do the exact the opposite. After the friend duet I ran out, and went to my third period class because I missed the second, the whole class went by fast, then when it was lunch I went to the cafeteria to only be picked on by Michelle which was harsh, after I was settled at my own table and that's when things got weird because Shy came to sit with me and expected me to talk but all I did was sit there and listened when someone else came the hottest man alive, Kyle, he smiles when he sees that I'm staring so I blush, of course, he says "so karma you met my sister" I nod then Shy spilled the beans that were meant not to be opened, "you should've heard her sing, it was like an angel" she sighs then I look at her like the world ended, Michelle comes and says, "whore, why you whoring around with the new boy" I look down and she says, "you are so gonna get it tonight" after I hear that I snap my head up, she smirks then looks to Kyle who was looking at her, "why don't you come sit with me?" she says, but he looks at me, I shake my head at him not to say no, he did the exact opposite "nah, I'm gonna sit with Karma and my sister" Michelle bends over to flaunt her chest but he turns to me, smiling, I sigh in his mesmerizing eyes then was snapped off by Michelle who was warning me to stay away. After school ended I felt like I was going to get a good beating so I decided to walk in the woods then came to a little spot that I loved to go when I was scared to go home or that horrible place, so I pulled out my song book and begin to write, "seems like it was yesterday I saw your face you told me how proud you were but I walked away if only I knew what I know today ohhh, ohhh I would hold you in my arms, I would take away the pain thank you for all you've done /spanspan style="font-size: 11.5pt; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; color: #616161; background-image: initial; background-position: initial; background-size: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial;"There's nothing I wouldn't do/spanspan style="font-size: 11.5pt; font-family: 'Arial',sans-serif; color: #616161;" span style="background-image: initial; background-position: initial; background-size: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial;"To hear your voice again/span/span span style="background-image: initial; background-position: initial; background-size: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial;"Sometimes I want to call you, but I know you won't be there/span I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do"br / span style="background-image: initial; background-position: initial; background-size: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial;"And I've hurt myself by hurting you/span span style="background-image: initial; background-position: initial; background-size: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial;"Some days I feel broke inside, but I won't admit/span span style="background-image: initial; background-position: initial; background-size: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial;"Sometimes I just want to hide cause it's you I miss/span span style="background-image: initial; background-position: initial; background-size: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial;"You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this/span Would you tell me I was wrong? span style="background-image: initial; background-position: initial; background-size: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial;"Would you help me understand?/spanbr / span style="background-image: initial; background-position: initial; background-size: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial;"Are you looking down upon me?/span span style="background-image: initial; background-position: initial; background-size: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial;"Are you proud of who I am?/span span style="background-image: initial; background-position: initial; background-size: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial;"There's nothing I wouldn't do/span span style="background-image: initial; background-position: initial; background-size: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial;"to have just one more chance/span span style="background-image: initial; background-position: initial; background-size: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial;"to look into your eyes and see you looking back/span I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do span style="background-image: initial; background-position: initial; background-size: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial;"And I've hurt myself/span If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that span style="background-image: initial; background-position: initial; background-size: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial;"I've missed you since you've been away/span Oh, it's dangerousbr / It's so out of line to try to turn back time I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do and I've hurt myself, By hurting you" after I wrote the lyrics I begun to sing by myself thinking and wondering of the future want I wanted was to move out, go to college, and start a family, but I knew that was never going to happen every now and then my mother would beat me weeks on end and would say I'm worthless, ugly, whore, slut, basically everything bad, that's when I started thinking I was nothing, I was invincible. When I was thinking I heard a crack in the woods and when I spun around to see the person who made Michelle mad, it was him./p