If I never met you!
Author´s note: We don´t own Hetalia *sob*. Only the plot is ours (and some names!), but everything else is not.
Mathias Køhler = Denmark
Lukas Aabel = Norway
Belle = Belgium ( Denmark´s ex-girlfriend)
Translations: Engel = Angel (Danish)
Denmark sat at his desk and worked when he heard steps on the floor.
Norway was walking up the corridor on his way to Denmark´s office. He lightly knocked on the door and waited for a reply.
"What is it?" Mathias asked loudly so Lukas could hear, not looking up from the papers.
"It´s me." Norway replied from the other side of the door.
"Working, but you can enter if you want." Mathias said while signing some papers.
Lukas pushed the door open and came in with a large plate of different snacks and some coffee/tea. "Thought you might need some." He explained.
"Heh?" Denmark said and looked up from the papers, looking extremely tired.
"Jepp! You really need to rest. Take a little break at least, would you?" Norway knew that Denmark had a lot of work because he had stayed with him in his country. He felt guilty about it. "Tea or coffee?" He asked.
"But I can´t take a break… Coffee!" He said with a sad look in his eyes.
Lukas knew that something like this would happen, so when he poured some coffee he slipped in a sleeping pill. `I´ll do the work for you` He thought.
Mathias drank the coffee, kissed Lukas on the cheek and went back to work.
5 MINUTES LATER
Denmark walked out of the office, yawning and pretty much sleep walking right into a wall. He got off the floor, walked into his bedroom and fell down onto his bed, pretty much half asleep.
Lukas sat down and looked over the papers that Denmark had been working on. There was still a lot left. He sighed. This was going to take a while. It might even take all night, but, he'll do it. Doesn't look too hard either, he'll manage. Somehow. He got comfortable and got to work.
Mathias got under the blankets and fell asleep, the last thought in his mind being. `Shit, I forgot to turn off my computer and log off the chat`
Lukas was in the middle of work when he heard a pling from the computer on Den´s desktop. 'Oh! Maybe I should turn it off….' He thought. Lukas looked at the computer to found a chat open. 'That idiot wasn't working after all!'
"Hey Den, long time no see. Love Belgium" Was seen on the screen.
Lukas froze. 'Belgium? What was Belgium doing writing to Denmark?...And not to mention WHAT she wrote…LOVE Belgium!'
"I still can´t forget those moments we shared. Love Belle. P.S. You still have that hot tub?" Got onto the screen with another PLING!
'Great! And now It wasn't just LOVE! There was also a cute little nickname to and onto it! BELLE!...And, what does she mean by hot tub? What happened?' Lukas thought.
PLING! "U there Mattie? XO Belle."
'XO! MATTIE! Oh shit! I gotta answer!' "Hello! Sorry I was workin! Anything u need help with?" Lukas wrote, trying to impersonate Denmark the best he could.
"You´re always working, Mattie! No, I just wanted to chat about old times. XO Belle."
'Old times?' Lukas thought. "Any memory in specific?" Lukas typed.
"Mostly just the time we spent in at that cute café outside of Copenhagen… and the time we spent behind closed doors. Belle" It took some time before she answered, obviously going over memories in her head.
Lukas eyes widened in shock… Denmark, had…..With another person, with a women…he…. "oh! I see! Sorry to break it to you, but I'm afraid that I have to go back to my work." Lukas typed with trembeling hands.
"See yah later. Good night Mattie. Love Belle."
Lukas shut the computer. 'Just forget about it… Think only about work…. And when your done here just go home and do some work there….work…just work' Lukas thought absentmindedly somehow hoping that it would take the pain away.
TIME SKIP
Denmark walked into his office and found Norway sleeping with his head on the desk, Den took a blanket from the shelf near the door and put it over Nor, kissed him softly on the neck before taking the work with him into the kitchen where he sat down and made some pancakes.
When Norway woke up he noticed tha smell of pancakes. 'Den must be cooking, I have to sneak out and go back to my country now! If I stay here then I won't be able to stand it!' Norway thought as he stood up, noticing the blanket, his eyes and face softened for a split second, only to regain their previous state. Lukas started walking out towards the door. Trying to make as little noise as possible.
"Where´d you think you´re going?" Denmark asked, he was carrying a plate of pancakes and syrup that he meant to wake Norway up with. He put the plate down and grabbed Lukas´ wrist.
"u-umm….I'm going back to Norway…. I've got work to do after all…. I can't be gone too long." Lukas stuttered trying to keep a normal composure.
"I can tell something's wrong…" Mathias said, not realizing he was holding Lukas´ wrist extremely tight. "What´s wrong?" He asked, putting the other hand in the pocket of his wide open shirt, he hadn´t bothered putting on more clothes… so he stood there in Danish-flag inspired boxers and his red wide-open shirt. "I never seen you this way, did something scare you?" Denmark asked, the hand in his pocket making the shirt open even more as he moved his hand and started taking his fingers through his hair with his eyes shining in the morning light like perfect sapphires looking not just at Norway, but through him and into his very soul, looking through his mind and trying to bring out the secrets that were hidden beyond normal reach.
"My wrist…. It hurts…." Lukas whispered. Avoiding the question
"Answer my question god damn it." Mathias yelled through clenched teeth as he held Lukas´ wrist even tighter. Denmark pulled Norway close to him, holding the other´s chin in his hand as he asked again, but much more commanding. "What happened?"
"What happened between you and Belgium?" Lukas whispered quietly, as if somehow wishing that Denmark wouldn't hear him and just let him go. Of course, though, no such thing would happen….
"We dated, didn´t I tell you that?" Matthias asked, he still didn´t let go of Lukas´ wrist and moved even closer to him. Denmark still had Norway in a strong hold under his chin, giving him just enough room to breathe. "Does it bother you that I used to date someone else?"
"Shut up." Lukas replied bitterly, He wasn't about to become the submissive one here. He said so before, remember? "So what if it does?" Lukas continued. "Besides, looks like she's got a thing for you. Why don't you date her? A full grown woman should be way better than me, right? She's a better match for you after all. She's all cute and everything." Lukas didn't even know what he was saying, he just continued his ranting. "She's way cuter than m-"
"You have to be joking me! I´m in love with you, remember?" Denmark said, letting go off Norway´s head and moving so it was around his waist. "I broke up with her because our relationship ended up only being about…" Den cut himself off. "Remember that you´re the person I want."
"Heh! As if! Sure, I'm the person you want for SEX!" Norway yelled, not caring if his words hurt Den. Not caring what came out of his mouth anymore…
Denmark let go of Norway, hurt shining through his eyes. "So to you my love is what? A joke you laugh at when I´m not around? You´ll never take my feelings seriously, will you? What am I too you? To me… you´re everything, not just a sex buddy if that´s what you think." He said, looking down at the other man, anger beginning to build up inside of him.
"Who cares? Why don't you go and fuck some girl! Like I care! I'll just go and give myself to Miradi! And if you wanna fuck then feel free to stop by! I'm sure I'll be fully trained to meet you expectations!" Lukas yelled, yet if you looked deep in his eyes, then you could see that he meant nothing of what he said. He might go back to Miradi, but only to forget all of THIS!
"Please Engel…" Denmark pleaded. "Don´t leave me. I´m so sorry, I should have told you about… Belgium." He said, the anger and pain under his skin, trying to take over. "I… I need you."
"NEED ME FOR WHAT!" Lukas shouted his anger the ONLY thing taking over him. "I mean, come on! It's not like you'll die, just go get someone else!" 'NO! This wasn't what Lukas wanted! But he couldn't stop himself…. "ALL I CAN SEE IS YOU AND THAT GIRL!" Lukas yelled the last thing out loud, it was not meant to be heard, it was only to be a silent thought….. Yet, he had shouted it, out loud….
"I need you to get through the night…" Mathias said through clenched teeth, resisting the urge to yell.
"H-" Lukas was just about to say something when his phone rang. Lukas fumbled in his pocket until he found the phone and when he saw who it was, he dropped the phone. This resulted in his crappy phone somehow answering the call and putting it on speaker. "Hello Norway, Denmark. How are you?" He asked in that cheerful tone of his. A mere Façade, a lie.
Mathias turned towards the wall painting behind him and took it off the wall, revealing a mini fridge full of beer. Denmark took out an eight-pack and sat down with his back against the wall. "I think Engel drugged me, so I´ve been better and I see tiny spots, but not like you care... You low life bastard." He said as he emptied the first beer, still sitting close to Norway in almost no clothes.
"Hmmm? I see…Well, no matter, I was just calling to let Norway know that he's welcome any time. I'll gladly accept him…. Oh, and by the way, how much has Lukas told you? Denmark?" Miradi provoked. A smirk clearly sounded in his voice.
"Right now all I can think of is that it bothers him that I used to date a girl. And no, he hasn´t told me… anything other than the summary, you monster." Denmark said as he started his third beer, the alcohol clearly affected him right away.
"So he didn't tell you all the things I did to him? Hmmm… What a shame, if he did then I'm sure you'd want to come and kill me right away. And that just might've worked, if I weren't a country, that is… But let me tell you a little something. Lukas is not all that he seems to be…. He's a monster on the inside." Miradi taunted.
"No he didn´t, I`m n´t s´re I w´nt to kn´w. Who s´ys I d´n´t already, I already kn´w th´t, we gr´w up tog´ther and Oh my g´d I sound l´ke Sweden. W´it! WH´T DID Y´U DO TO H´M! Y´u l´ttle ab´minable tw-." Denmark stumbled through the words as he finished the fifth beer, not completing the sentence.
"Hmmm, I se-" He was cut off by Lukas who had turned off the phone. "Shut up…" He hissed at the already dead phone.
Okay! That was it for this time! Hope you enjoyed it! This is only our second fanfic, and we gladly accept pointers, tips, and reviews! Or if you just want to give some encouragement, then that is very much appreciated! We're still doing notes after each chapter, and a preview bit as well! Please don't flame or leave bad comments, Thank you! Please rate and review! We'll update every week! :D
-DenNor~!
Coming up next chapter:
"What´s wrong Engel?"
´ME... Meaning something...to... him...?'
"You aren´t a toy, stop thinking that!"
"You're n-not! D-Damnit!"
"Showing you I love you!"
Hope you´ll like it.