HELP LOOKING FOR A STORY

by gossipgirltwilight01

It's a story where Emmett and Rose die. E & B take in their daughter and forget about Nessie, who has a hard time dealing with all that, so ends up doing drugs and attempts suicide at the end of the story.

I'm looking for a story in which everyone is human. Renesmee is close to Rose and Emmett and they died, leaving their daughter alone, Ally, alone. Bella and Edward take her in and kind of forget about Nessie, so she ends up doing drugs, which leads to a sort of suicide attempt. She falls into Carlisle and Esme's pool. Jacob finds her because he's on the phone with her and, in the hospital, Renesmee tells him she wants to die. Nessie is also a ballet dancer in high school.