Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
A physical suffering mentally, emotional distress or torment. An unpleasant sensation occurring in varying degrees of severity as a consequence of injury, disease, or an emotional disorder. All of these definitions of pain. But one cannot really define pain into one single group of words. It can be brief and forgetting. Or it can linger and render you paralyzed mentally and physically. It can stop you dead in your tracks and leave you there with just the silent whisper of what was and what could have been.
Even as the pendulum swings, the martyrdom slowly starts to eat away at your sanity until one can't distinguish right and wrong. The labyrinth of your mind forces itself it tangle and contort uncontrollably. Thoughts of past and present situations cloud your thought and soon thereafter take over. You become distant and too far-gone to know the people around you anymore.
"Hey, you okay?"
Can you even answer? Is there an answer? What do you say? Yes? No? I can't remember myself anymore nor do I remember you. I'm not okay. I'll never be okay.
"Tell me what's wrong?"
Yeah, as if you can help me. You don't know what it's like. To wake up every day only to realize there is nothing to wake up to. Life isn't worth living anymore. You wish for the Goddess of Eternal Sleep to sheathe you with her everlasting darkness and intoxicate you with her potions of wonder and lust.
"What can I do to help?"
Nothing. There is nothing you can do. Stop trying. I have to do this on my on. Without you and without help. I'm sorry, but that's my path in life. Maybe this pain is to make me strong or teach me a lesson. Whatever I must learn, I do so here.
"Will we ever see you again?"
I'm sure we'll meet again on our crossing, but until then, forget about me. I am an enigma. Just an innuendo of your fantasy. Never here, nor ever existed. There once was a time I had a name. Forget it or remember it. Love me or hate me. Think of me as the caring person in the world and in the same breath call me cold and heartless. I don't care. To be honest… I doubt if I have ever cared.
Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
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It's short, I know. I've had this on my mind for a while now and thought I should go ahead and put it up. This is Sasuke taking to Sakura by the way. I know I didn't mention any names and that's how I like it. But I might elaborate on this. Might.