A/N: ok this is my first fanfic so plz R&R but it will continue with or with out R&R's thanx. Oh in the middle I might start walking you through the story because it will start to get harder as I type this.

Rating: T for now, R for later chapters

Summary: (AU) Sasuke is a transfer student at lapsing public high school, because he was kicked out of the privet school for fighting and because he tried to commit suicide. His teachers are now hoping that he can find someone who can heal an maybe melt his iced over heart.

Pairing: sasunaru and kakairu later on

Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto, though at times I wish I did.

Chapter 1: end of the beginning

(I know it's corny but I can't think of anything else to write)

A hot summer day in lapsing high school is where everything went wrong, an everything or I should the only I cared about disappeared from my life for good. You're probably confused right now so I'll go straight back to the beginning.

"Ok class, we have a new student joining us this year. I'd like you all to great Sasuke Uchiha he's just transferred to our school from a privet school in another city." The teacher introduced me and I could hear all the girls squeal with delight.

"Hn, where do I sit umm teacher?" I requested his name as well as my spot in this class which I already hated and would for the rest of the school year.

"Oh my apologies Sasuke, I'm Iruka, now let's see where shall I put you…?" the, I mean Iruka-sensei place a thought full smile on as he looked around and his eyes stopped on one spot.

I fallowed his eye line and before he could speak I moved toward the only open seat in the class room, the whole class just stared at me as I walked passed and sat in the back of the room and sat in the seat next to a boy with light golden blond hair and whisker like marks on his face. He was wearing the school uniform but it was a bit modified, I think he died it that color it also occurred to me that he was sound asleep to. I was wearing a tight black t-shirt, blue pants, and a choke collar that had my family crest on it. Class resumed, it was apparently English and of course, I had no text books so I nudged the boy beside me to get him to lend me his since he wasn't using them.

"Hey let me use you're text books mister sleepy." This woke the boy up at the sound of a new voice.

"Who the hell are you and no you can't use my books. Get your own…" Blue cerulean eye met my, cold almost black, eyes and stared for what seemed like for ever.

I finally looked back at the teacher and started to write everything I could, get from him, down in my note book. Moments later a book slides to my side of the desk (btw these are two person desks) and I look over to the hand guiding it. He looked liked he was pissed but amazed at the same time, I tuned back to what the teacher was saying and noticed that Iruka was standing right in front of our desk. Looking a little ticked that we weren't paying attention in his class; he pointed to the door at the back of the room and kicked us out of class.

Oh great just what I needed on my first day here, and it's no thanks to this idiot that it all happened. My thoughts were broken by the sound of the opening of a window. I looked over and saw the other boy just staring out into space and in the beam of sunlight that shown in made him seem even more like a girl.

"Hey look I'm sorry about what happened in Iruka's class just now. By the way I'm Naruto Uzumaki, and you are …who?" said person introduced as he leaned against the window ledge. Now I will admit that I'm not 100 into girls but I'm not into guys either; for now I just decided to entertain him.

"Names Sasuke Uchiha, I just transferred here from Nemesis Safire; you know that stupid privet school just up a few blocks from here, and don't worry about it. I used to get kicked out of class all the time there just for fun really."

The kid looked dumbfounded at me after I said all that stuff as if I was some sort of strange being from outer space or something it was kind of funny to look at. We continued to talk for a little longer and before we knew it class was over an lunch had started. Although before we could go to lunch we were halled back into the class room and into Iruka-sensei's little office he really wasn't to happy to have found out that we had also been talking in the hallway and that Naruto was asleep in his class the whole time. So we really got in a lot of shit for just a little thing like talking a bit.

" I'll have to call you're parents next time it happens got it Sasuke I don't like being interrupted when I'm hoping to teach the class something useful." Iruka-sensei warned me not knowing that it would be impossible for him to do so.

"You wont be able to talk to them ever sensei." I casually informed him, but like everyone else he didn't believe me.

"Oh and why would that be Sasuke, let me guess their never home because their always at work then I'll leave a message or send a notice home with you."

"No it's because their dead." I said dryly hoping to shut him up so that I could keep the memories from coming back to hunt me down every time I try and sleep again.

The room kept quite for a while as shock seemed to engulf everything in the room at the mention of the bad news. No one moved as if scared the something might make me snap or do something I shouldn't do but I only gave the others a evil glare and turned to walk away but was stopped by what sounded like a scoff. I wipe around only to find Naruto forcing back his laughter and this really had pissed me off; so I trudged over to him, gave him a look as if to say 'what's so funny pretty boy?'.

"Wow, you and I are a bit a like because you know what I haven't got any parents either never had them. So I don't really see what the big problem is with you."

He had calmed down enough so that he was able to speak with out killing him self at the same time. Although as he spoke about not having any parents ever he became a bit more quite and more like a little child that a mother had for gotten to hold when he was very small. It made me feel a bit bad for him though that didn't last for very long and neither did the lecture, because after that we were allowed to head for the cafeteria ad that was no fun trip that I ever want to take with this guy again. All he did was gab on about meaningless garbage, though one thing that did interest me; it was the fact that he had a strange pet fox, and because one of my relatives was a breeder I learned a lot about many different animals including foxes.

We reached the cafeteria and I saw some familiar faces and Naruto led me over to the severing line so that we could get lunch, then sit wit them in the grass court yard. As soon as we got close to the start of the line I noticed a horrendous smell coming from a pot up a head, although Naruto seemed to be unable to be able to stop drooling. We moved along the lien and picked up what we wanted to eat and we soon got to that big silver pot wit the pupations smell coming out of it. It was the only thing in the world that I couldn't stand to eat ever; the slimy sickly slithering pieces of dough only known as…

"Awesome we finally get to eat Ramón for lunch. I was wondering when they would give into my request, he he." Naruto had hit it right on the nail; the only thing I couldn't stand in the whole world was Ramón.

"Hey Sasuke you don't look so well. Your looking kind a pasty?" Naruto had given me a glance over his shoulder.

"Yeah I'll be fine once we start to eat, but I think I'll skip the Ramón for today ok." I gave him a 'I'm fine, really' type smile and moved past the fuming pot as quickly as possible so I didn't attract any unwanted attention to my self.

We paid for our meals and headed out to join Naruto's friends when we were stopped at the sight of some older kids picking on a few junior high kids. I could see the anger in Naruto's eyes and could figure out what was going to happen next. Everything played exactly as it had in my head. Naruto walks over to the boys and girl and tells them to leave the kids alone or else but one of them just throws a punch at him, Naruto dodges it a throws one back hitting the other boy right in the gut, things continue like this for a while until the guy gets lucky landing a few hits to his chest and legs, as well a couple of hits to his head.after all the hits he dishes out, he nails Naruto right in the face sending him flying to the floor a few feet away. Then I don't really remember what happened next; all I know is that my body must have moved on its own accord, because the next thing I know I'm on the floor with an unconscious blonde in my arms, wedding style.

"Don't you think you a little old to be playing the part of a bully to little kids and stupid ones as well. Now that you've successfully placed my guide out of commission your going to take us to the nurses office and then your going to leave him alone and well as grow up and start acting you age." I demanded from the three.

"Like hell I am you little pip squeak pretty soon you gonna need to be placed in the nurses office if you keep talking like that. You should know your place in this school newbie, no body messes with me and my brother when we're eating, these kiddies that that dumb ass was protecting pulled a prank and sullied our meals. So they need to be taught a lesson and I'm going to be the one to do it. Now shut up and leave before I kick your ass as well." I have a tendency to get rough when people tell me to shut up or they'll kick my ass.

I walked over to the guy and taped on his shoulder, he turned around and I grabbed his shirt showing him I wasn't scared of him or his family. I gave him a look into my icy cold eyes inviting them all into my hell and I was willing to let him have the first glance at what real fear was like. The guy began to shake and finally apologized and said that he and his brother would take me to the nurse's office as soon as I let go of him. I can't believe I fell for that stupid lie because as soon as I backed off I got a fist right in my gut and had the wind knocked out of me.