Disclaimer; Though no direct mention of names and stuff, to be on the safe side…..I don't own them, and I never will. But I can borrow them, right?
Note; MAJOR spoilers for "This Can't Be Happening" or whatever the episode was really called. I know this is probably one of a million works based on the ep., but I felt compelled to write something for it.
Never Give Up On A Miracle
By JediK1
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Through another's eyes I see the world
Drift quietly along it's Destined path.
I wonder when things went so awry,
When did I forget how to laugh?
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How did I loose track of my life?
Why can't I move away from the past?
Numbly I move through each day,
Just another member of a motley cast.
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Yesterday seemed so different,
A time when miracles were real and true.
But now there is no faith, and hope is gone.
You see, I lost it all when I lost you.
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You had disappeared, but I dreamed of you,
And prayed that I would find you whole.
But, you never came back; you abandoned me
And left this fatal wound within my soul.
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So then I wandered, and empty shell
Searching for the missing piece of my heart.
Finally, my prayers were answered,
But the truth tore my world apart.
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I found you dead, but I couldn't believe it,
Not after all of the pain we have been through.
This can't be happening, not now!
Please God, don't let it be true!
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I remembered then a way to save you,
And ran swiftly through the night.
But as hope had once more filled my heart,
It disappeared in a brilliant flash of light.
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I sank to my knees and cried for you,
A scream tore through my body and soul.
All I had ever loved was lost, ripped away,
My life was beyond my own control.
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When I close my eyes now, all I see
Is a gentle, loving smile and warm hazel eyes,
Eyes that will never again look for the truth
And smile stilled, lips never having said goodbye.
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I live an empty life without you here
And the wounds are fresh and deep.
All I have left is one unborn child,
A miracle to balance my grief.
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I know within my shattered heart
That the father to my child lay dead.
But with this gift lies a new hope
And I struggle to push back the dread.
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Some part of me believes you still live
That there was something I didn't see.
My heart clings to that slender hope
After all, as you once told me;
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Never give up a miracle.