AN: I've been meaning to write a fanfiction about Sanvers but I saw that there are many fanfictions about them and only a few poems so I decided to make it a poetry. So here it is, a poem about Alex's thoughts and feelings for Maggie. I hope you like it. Please write reviews and let me know what you think of it. This is my first fiction for Supergirl so don't judge me too hard.
Disclaimer: I don't own Supergirl
Confession
Alex POV:
Dear Maggie,
I met you all by chance
at a crime scene in town;
and all it took was once glance
to turn my whole life upside down.
You told me you were from NCPD Science Division
working there as a female detective;
by telling me the feds watch the same television
you made an impression and it was quite effective.
You acted so calm and well-possessed,
speaking with your soft and sweet voice;
I tried to stay calm too, I did my best
because I had no other choice.
Then you showed me your badge and a gun
and you did it with such a cocky demeanor;
but I gotta say you were also kind of fun
and I was uhm... well, a bit meaner.
You were so smart, rubbing my nose
and I just wanted to make it stop;
I didn't want you to step on my toes
and I really wanted to stay on top.
But then we started working together on cases
and going out after work very often;
you took me to many different places
and honestly, you made me soften.
At first I put up a little fight
because I didn't know you very well;
but you turned out to be so bright
and also a great cop, I could tell.
I don't wanna sound like a prude
because I am free and unbiased;
but to find out you dated a girl not a dude
well, it got me utterly surprised.
But I liked you more and more
the closer that we got;
I truly liked you to the core
because you're beautiful and hot.
I liked your style and the way you dressed up
but then I saw you with that dress and the hair;
all the thoughts in my head got messed up
and I lost my train of thoughts and breath of air.
I don't know the reason why
but I just had to make a comment;
I guess wanted to impress you, or at least to try
but I kind of ruined the moment.
I just didn't know what to say or do
so I stuttered something about your shoes and hair;
what I said to you, I have no clue
cause it was really hard for me not to stare.
I have to confess, I liked holding your hand
and even more I liked us hanging out;
it was something I could stand
okay, I liked it a lot, no doubt.
I couldn't explain the attraction I felt
just by being near you;
my heart skipped a beat and I melt
every time that I saw you.
I was getting soft on you
even though I denied;
but apparently you already knew
like you had some secret guide.
Our friendship was special and dear
and it was something I wanted to keep;
but I had no idea, not even mere
that it was much more serious and deep.
Then you broke up with your girlfriend
so I guessed you two had just a fling;
but you told me she was the one to put an end
and I wondered who would do such a thing.
Who would dump a girl like you
so beautiful, smart and hot?
I for one, surely knew
that I would definitely not.
You are so kind and soft-spoken
and yet so smart and tough;
but you seemed really heartbroken
so the breakup must have been rough.
And then there was a little mix-up
when you suggested I was not straight;
I was just trying to cheer you up
but you thought I was asking you on a date.
Your suggestion sounded so absurd
and I just freaked out;
I could barely say even a word
so I quickly denied and then I ran out.
I thought that there was no way
but still, I was scared and petrified;
even the thought I might be gay
got me truly terrified.
At first, I found it truly appalling
and I was offended by your suggestion;
but then it was time to quit stalling
and stop myself from avoiding the question.
I felt so sad, I wanted to cry
thinking was it true or not;
I didn't know the reason why
but I was scared of the thought.
I was tossing in bed
every single night;
with one thing in my head:
were you wrong or right?
I didn't like other girls that much
and yet I liked you, a lot;
I liked your lips and soft touch
so does that make me a lesbian or not?
Does it mean that I am straight
if I've dated men and still find you sensual;
or if I think that you look great
does it mean that I am bisexual?
So many silly questions and thoughts
were constantly running through my head;
no matter if I was in a bar, drinking shots
or just tossing sleepless in bed.
Every single night and day
I was thinking about what you said;
I just couldn't seem to find a way
to get it out of my head.
I was always built and taught,
trying to be perfect in every single way;
and something I've never even thought
was not being straight but gay.
I was sure that being intimate with other guys
was something I just wasn't built for;
I thought I was being reasonable and wise
to set peace with it and not want more.
I was trained to be smart and bold
and I knew all about guns and this stuff;
but it turned out I was almost thirty years old
and yet I didn't know myself well enough.
Was this whole thing just a phase
and have I been living my life in lies?
I certainly felt like I've been living in a haze
until you showed up and opened my eyes.
I started having feelings for you
not just friendly, but you know... the other kind;
I think I was slowly falling for you
because you were the only thing in my mind.
You just made me realize
that everything you said was true;
you were the one who opened my eyes
and made me see I had feelings for you.
And then everything felt so shiny and new
and so much better than before;
I felt I could just take off and flew
cause I had a whole new world to explore.
So, I am very happy that I met you
at a crime scene in town;
I am glad I set my eyes on you
and let you turn my life upside down.
I can't tell you this in face
so I wrote it down for you;
you are not just a phase
oh, and I love you.
