Hey guys. So this is my first story being written for the Naruto fandom, so be nice and junk ok? The pairing is sasunaru so if you don't like don't read. And let's not forget to mention the most important thing of all… Kilito and I are co-writing this story!! So that basically means that this story is already the most epic thing to happen ever, Lol jk but really he's an amazing author so you should check his stories out. But anyway on to the first chapter.

Chapter One:

Really. This has got to be the biggest mistake that Itachi has made. But then again, I don't know if I could really call it a mistake. Because we all know that Itachi Uchiha does not make mistakes. He's so fucking perfect. And I guess that's what makes us so different. He's the Uchiha's last hope. He is our savior. Without him our clan would have surely crumpled. And for that I respect him. But at the same time I absolutely loathe him for it.

Because of him do you have any idea what I'm expected to live up to? I have to be the absolute best at the academy. I have to be the captain of every sport. I have to have the girls practically fainting at my feet. And I can pull that off. Do you know why? Because I'm Sasuke fucking Uchiha and I can do anything. Well at least that's what I keep telling myself. But I'm done now. I'm done lying to myself. I see who I really am, and I hate it. I hate everything about myself. I'm so fake I'd d melt if I stayed in the sun to long. All my life I've been able to cast a spell on everyone around me, and at one point even myself. When people saw me they thought 'wow that sasuke's really got it all!' and they'd be right if having it all meant doubting everything that you've ever done, or trying to live up to your brothers expectations and then realizing that you're never going to meet them no matter how hard you try.

So you know what I did? I gave up. I stopped trying to please anyone. Me and Sakura broke up, I got pulled out of all my honors classes, and I quit every single sports team I've joined. I became secluded and I never talked to anyone at school. And then one miraculous day while I was searching the internet I read a blog that completely changed my life. Self-mutilating was what it was about. I read it, and I have to admit I was fascinated by it. At first I was to afraid to do it. The site warned about cutting to deep, and how even if you didn't intend to you might die. But after I had a huge fight with Itachi about my grades I was finally ready to do it. I took the razorblade and sliced it right across my left wrist. And ooh! The pleasure that followed. It was like a release to me. It felt so good that my body was becoming physically addicted to it. Like a druggie needed his fix, I needed to bleed. And bleed I did. Everyday when I got home, and every night before I went to bed. Sometimes I even did at school, the pain of the cut and the fear of getting caught was an even better sensation. The adrenaline flowing through my veins, it was now my life!

But because nothing in my life has ever gone right for me, something this enjoyable would soon be taken from me. And indeed it was. One day when I came home from school Itachi was there to greet me at the door.

"What's up?," I asked him upset because my body was already going into withdrawal without the pain

"hhmm. Sasuke I was doing laundry this morning and do you know what I saw?"

"Uhm I don't know Itachi maybe sheets. Oh My God. A pillow or two? It must have been terrifying for you,"

"Don't be a smartass Sasuke. I was wondering if you could explain to me why your sheets are blotted with blood."

'Oh shit.' I mentally started to panic. But only mentally of course, I'm Sasuke Uchiha. I don't panic.

"I don't know maybe something died in the laundry or something…"

"SASUKE DO YOU THINK I'M AN IDIOT?!"

'My god. It's someone's time of the month'

And while I was laughing to myself about the joke I had made about Itachi I didn't realize that he was two feet in front of me, and reaching for my sleeves. I tried to jerk my arm away but it was to late, he had an iron grip across my wrists. And under the force I could actually feel some of my scars opening up. And then up goes my sleeve. And that ladies and gentleman is when my official descent into hell officially began.

Of course he started with the typical act. Oh my God. My baby brother how could I not have noticed this I'm an awful brother! And of course typically I ignored it. We all know that you're perfect in everyway Itachi so just stop kidding yourself. And that was when he decided I needed help. And I mean professional help. So that brings us into our current situation. This is me. Sasuke Uchiha 16 years old on his way to stay at Aspen Springs Wellness Center. And to put it quite literally my brothers sending me to the fucking nut house. Of course I protested. But he said he'd never forgive himself if he didn't get me help the help I needed. And oh great we're here. The brochure said that'd it be easier to just drop me off, so the family could begin to get over the fact that their child is staying here. This really means "You guys go have fun without the fucked up child living in your home! Come back when he's normal!" So here I am alone in Aspen Springs. My first observation of the place is that it's white, like color could really send a suicidal kid off the edge.

And now some lady is trying to talk to me. She's trying way to hard, which is why in turn I'm trying even harder to ignore her. Something about therapy, group sessions, and not being alone here. And now some really hot guy just walked in front of me. He could be normal, but then again I don't know, looks can be deceiving. I'm the perfect example of that. Wow this lady is still talking. Now it's something along the lines of: not enough rooms, Naruto Uzumaki, roommate.

Wait wait hold on? This kid is my roommate? I can feel my eyebrows instinctively rising. Naruto Uzumaki. Well well this could be interesting. I wonder what type of person this Naruto is. And I'm wondering even more if this kid is as fucked up as me.

Finally I finished. Review peeps :

xo,

decoratedxemergencce AND Kilito