Me: Hola! Kogan songfic Obsessed with them at the moment!
Kendall: How nice.
Me: You know you love your Logie-Bear!
Logan: -pouts- You don't love me?
Kendall: She's right! I know I love you -smiles-
Me: -smiles- Good.
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"This is a new year. A new beginning. And things will change."
― Taylor Swift
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INFORMATION:
Pairings: Kogan [Kendall/Logan], Kett [Kendall, Jett], Jarlos [James/Carlos]
Based off the song: Part Of Me – Katy Perry
Rating: T
Notes: Probably going to be a Multi-Chapter… not sure yet. If you're homophobic, I would suggest leaving this story. Hurt, Character….sadness, MPreg. There'll be quite a bit of quoting in this.
Most of this story is told in Logan's POV. Just sayin' …
"Flup it," I said, smashing my shoulder into the vending machine for the twenty-fourth time. Yes, I was counting. I sighed. Stupid machine ate my money. I walked back out through the pool area, when a blond flash caught my eye. I looked up.
And that's when my heart broke.
Kendall kissed Jett, giving him a hug. I felt a tear threaten to spill, so I turned back, heading towards 2J. I pressed the elevator button, as I heard him yell out my name.
"Logie!" I sighed, pressing the button rapidly. He grabbed my shoulder, and I felt tears spill.
"Logan, listen to m-" he was cut off my a rough slap on his cheek. I gasped, not realizing what I'd done until I felt my hand stinging. I turned around, entering the elevator and going up to the second floor. I put my hand over my mouth, processing what had happened. The elevator dinged, and I exited, storming down the hallway. I slammed open the door to the apartment, and stormed past everyone (i.e, Mama K, Katie, James and Carlos).
"Whoa…dude, what's wrong?" Carlos asked. I shook my head, storming past and into mine and Kendall's bedroom. I pulled out a suitcase, throwing clothes into it. I shut it tightly, and came out of the bedroom. Mama Knight grabbed me by the shoulders, like her son had done just moments before.
"Hey, hey, hey, hey….Logan? Where are you going? What happened?" she asked. That's when I just let it all go. I fell back on the couch, blubbering like a little baby.
"Logan? Get some words out for me please," she begged, looking at me like Kendall did whenever he absolutely wanted something. I looked down.
"Kendall…" I mumbled.
"What'd he do, honey? Did he break up with you?" I shook my head.
"H…he…..he kissed Jett," I said, crying. I felt another hand on my shoulder, another on my back, and another on my knee. The other three looked at me sympathetically.
"I don't want your sympathy. I want to leave," I said, getting up.
"Where are ya gonna go, Logie?" I broke down, grabbing the suitcase.
"Shut up Carlos!" James said, hitting his boyfriend. I sighed, grabbing a drink from the table. When I looked up, everyone was glaring at something behind me. I turned and saw Kendall, anger in his eyes, that red handprint on his cheek. I froze. He stared directly into my eyes. I couldn't imagine what he could see in my eyes. Hurt? Sadness? Betrayal?
He walked up to me, before he reached up and grabbed something from around his neck.
He grabbed my hand and dropped the item into it. I looked at it. It was our dog-tags. The special engraved ones we got each other on Valentines Day two years ago, just before Big Time Rush broke up. I looked up, hissing as a sharp pain flew through my right cheek. I almost thought Camille had returned to the Palm Woods, but I realized she was probably too famous now to come back. I felt a blow to my stomach, making me keel over.
"Why the fuck did you do that?"
"You cheated on me!"
"Since, when?"
"Since, I just caught you kissing Jett by the pool!" I yelled. A look flashed through his eyes. Just, what I thought.
"I'm leaving Kendall Donald Knight, and there's nothing you can do about it," I said, fuming as I grabbed the suitcase again, walking out the door.
"Fine," he said as I reached the door.
"I never loved you anyway," he said. I turned.
"Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart? Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart? Now, why would you wanna make the very first scar? Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart? If you're horrible to me, I'm going to write a song about it, and you won't like it. That's how I operate. Why you gotta be so mean?" I said, hurt evident in my voice. I turned, walking through the hallway. I pressed the elevator button, and turned. I got in, and turned around.
"Logan?"
"What?"
"Taylor Swift," he said as the doors closed. I leant back against the wall, processing what'd just happened. The doors opened again, and I left the elevators, probably the last time I ever would. I walked through the lobby silently. All the actors, singers, models…anyone who'd come since we'd arrived, bowed their heads in respect as I strode through the room. I looked around. Many of the people I'd met in the past few years. Obviously they'd just heard me and Kendall. I wonder how many of them had known before me. I looked around, taking in the sights. I turned around as I reached the entrance, before looking at everyone, who was looking at me, before I gave a short, sharp salute. I turned, and got in the Palm Woods bus, where people were boarding to fly out. As the bus started up, I teared up.
"I'll miss you Kenny," I mumbled, looking up at the Palm Woods logo on the side of the building.
Four years later…
I sat down in the truck, looking out the window into darkness and grabbing my notebook out of my pocket. I read the song I was finished a couple of weeks ago.…
Brought you this gift Everything will be just fine this time Let's give it a rest 'cause I don't wanna fight Everything will be just fine this time Stop it Everything will be just fine this time Everything will be just fine this time
Memories
Words intertwined with melodies
I'm sure we've had our friends and our enemies
But I don't like to reminisce like this
Anymore than you do
Anymore than you do
Everything will be just fine this time
Let's clean up this mess before it ends tonight
I could've kissed your hand and tried to walk away
But I don't like to reminisce like this
Anymore than you do
Anymore than you do
Everything will be just fine this time
What do I have to say to make you feel alright?
Everything will be just fine this time
You keep looking me in the eye
Stop this
I don't have time for another try
To be true
Something I could never hide
I can't be you
I sit around and wonder why, why
Everything will be just fine this time
Everything will be just fine this time
What do I have to say to make you feel alright
I bit my lip. I wrote this song for him. I stared at the man next to me. He was taking me to the next destination, San Gimignano. I sat back, pulling the dog tags from around my neck; looking at the name engraved in the silver metal. I tucked it back into my shirt as we entered the city. I sat back, relaxing, as I looked straight forward. The man turned, when I heard swerving, saw headlights, and felt myself being thrown forward...
2 Weeks Later….
Kendall POV:
We'd inherited one of Gustavo's houses. I was cleaning up after one of Carlos' tantrums. He'd found out he was pregnant several months ago, and it looked like he was ready to pop. James was doing everything for his fiancé, even if it meant trying to keep him under control. I heard someone ringing the doorbell, so I went and opened the door. A woman stood there, a sympathetic expression on her face.
"Kendall Knight?" she asked.
"That's me,"
"I have some news for you. Can I come in?"
"Sure," I said, waving her in. She went and sat down, fixing her skirt.
"What's the news?" I asked, picking up a glass of water and taking a sip.
"I'd rather wait. But if you must ask, it's about Logan," Suddenly I felt the water go the wrong way, and ended up choking. The woman slapped me hard on the back, and suddenly it went the right way.
"How can you do that?"
"Remember me?" she did a caw. Then it hit me. Blonde hair, martial arts expert, a hawk caw….
"Rebecca?" she nodded.
"So, what about Logi-Logan?" I asked, mentally cursing at myself.
"Kendall?"
"Mhmm,"
"He's been in a crash," I looked up.
"If you're joking, that's a really mean joke to pull," I said.
"I'm not joking. He's in Italy, under severe watch. He's unconscious," she said.
"Logie's…."
"I would recommend you go to Italy and see him," she said.
"JAMES!" I heard Carlos yell as he walked down towards us. James ran out from the bathroom, panicking. Both of them looked at Rebecca, quizzically. I sighed.
"James, Carlos….this is Rebecca. She used to work for Hawk," I said.
"Why's she here?"
"It's Logan," she said.
"What about Logan?" we all asked.
"Logan Mitchell is in the hospital"
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