I changed the name of the story to something I thought sounded better. This is my first fan fiction so please take it easy on me lol. My inspiration came after reading Filthy Beautiful Lies by Kendall Ryan, I thought it would be fun to mix both stories to create my own thing, I haven't quite decided how this Christian is going to be yet. Any suggestion and feedback is greatly appreciated.

All credit to the characters go to E.L. James, I'm just borrowing her characters and some story lines of hers.

Bound To You

Chapter 1 – Darkest Day

Ana POV

Never did I see my life turning out like this. I went into a BDSM club desperate for a job, because they had an opening for a new bartender. I've applied at every publishing house and still haven't heard anything. The owner of the club loved me and gave me the job on the spot. He said the Dom's will love me. Something about me being an innocent shiny new toy. I'm not entirely fond of the dress code he has in place for me but I have college loans to pay. He has me in this tiny white lace dress with major cleavage. And the big finish for my costume is a halo.

It's only been a week since I started and at first I felt like a piece of meat. The way you get ogled is uncomfortable. But I need this job, I keep reminding myself I need to smile and just embrace this. I've had a few offers from certain Dom's wanting me to be their submissive. Zane Blackwell is the owner of this club "Paddles" which is now the hottest BDSM club in Seattle. I frown at the fact that I know this information and I currently work here and I've never even had sex. Sure I had a couple of boyfriends in college. We got to the making out stages and I've been groped but I was never ready to take it to the next step and they would end up getting frustrated then we would just end up going our separate ways.

My big sis Elizabeth has called me over to her place before I go into work tonight. When I was in middle school Ray found out that he had a daughter with his high school girlfriend and she had never told him because he had joined the military. My sister ended up tracking us down and we all bonded so much over these years. She just turned 30 and I'm 22. She is very protective and motherly to me especially since my mother moved away when I was in high school when she got married to Bob.

She just recently got divorced when her husband took off with his lover who happened to be a coworker of his; thank God my sister was already in remission. They have two kids, "Caleb who is 5 and Grace who is 3. She let me name Gracie because she couldn't find a name she loved and I've always loved that name. It's beautiful and classy.

When I get to her house I use my key and enter to find my sister on the couch drinking a glass of orange juice. When she sees me I recognize the look her eyes. There is a huge lump in my throat, Fuck! Please tell me her cancer isn't back. I don't think I can handle it.

She holds her arms out and I quickly crawl into her arms, us both bawling our eyes out. "Ana baby it is going to be alright, I promise. You are so strong and amazing, you can get through this. I will always be here with you even though you won't see me."

I cry, "Lizzy, don't you dare give up! There has to be a treatment or something we can do?!"

"I don't have any options, there is one clinical trial that has a 40% success rate but my insurance only covers a small portion of it. I would need 250,000. Dad and my mom don't have that kind of money. I already had to get a loan for my treatment before. Even if I sold the house I will be short a 150,000. Please don't tell dad anything, I wanted to give it some time before I tell him. I don't want him trying to do anything crazy like wasting his retirement money or trying to sell his place."

I get up pacing back and forth trying to come up with a plan. I will save my sister. There has to be a way. "I will get the money, don't worry. Enroll in the program I will find a way to get the money." My mind is made up. I would do anything to save my family. Last night I overheard Zane talking about their annual "Lady Pet Auction" it is where the high rollers bid on some of the hottest most desirable submissive women. Not that I think that I'm some hot prize to be won but maybe my virginity is something that would work in my favor for once in my life.

"Ana, you better not doing anything reckless or dangerous. Loan sharks will only make matters worse." My sister pleads with me, with frightened eyes.

I lean down to give her a kiss on the cheek and forehead, "Don't worry it's nothing like that. I will be back to check on you tomorrow."

I go into work an hour earlier than expected to speak with Zane. I nervously knock on his office door.

He hollers, "Come in"

I walk in immediately he looks at me concerned and asks, "Hey Angel, everything okay?"

"Umm I wanted to ask you about the Lady Pet Auction…. Would I be able to enter the auction?" I ask looking down.

He chuckles, "Ana, you are adorable and the men here are extremely drawn to you. But you don't seem like you have much experience in submission sweetheart. These Dominants in the auction are expecting the best of the best, extremely seasoned subs with no limits. Most of these Dom's are requesting 6 months of TPE."

I squint trying to think of what that could mean and give up and finally ask, "TPE is what exactly?"

"Total Power Exchange, The implication is that the dominant partner has complete control and authority over the submissive in all areas and at all times, even when they're not actively engaged in a scene.

A tear escapes and before I walk out he stops me to ask, "Wait, what experience do you have?"

I blush and think well what the hell do I have to lose, "None, I'm a virgin."

His eyes go wide and his jaw could hit his desk, "No fucking way. You are way too hot and gorgeous to be a virgin."

"It is true." I blush some more.

"Well in that case you are in luck; most dominants will pay a lot of money for someone untouched. We've only ever had one before and she went for 200,000. But can you handle being punished sweetie? I care for you Ana and I don't want this dark path for you. You had said your dream was in publishing and you don't seem like the type that would be doing this for the money." He asks concerned.

"Yes I can handle it." What I can't handle is losing my big sister. Ever since she came into my life she has been there for me nonstop. I won't let her down. She was there when I had my first date, went to prom, graduated both times, and I will do anything to make sure she is here when I get my job in publishing and make my dreams come true. She is going to be my maid of honor when I get married and hopefully there when I have a baby of my own. I need her... I can't lose her… He doesn't look convinced so I come up with more reasons, "I need the money to pay off my college loans and my sister is having a tough time going through a divorce and I want to be able to help her."

He slightly shakes his head, "Okay Ana but know this, I don't give a shit about my rep. If you are up there on that stage and you want out.. Just say the word sweetheart."

Zane calls in for another bartender to cover for me tonight; he lets me speak to some of the subs to get insight on what's in store for me. Which is terrifying but I know I can do this, I have to do it. The club gets a 10% portion of the bid. Then tomorrow before the auction the girls are taking me to get prepared at a salon, need to get waxed and mani and pedis.

I go to dinner with two of the girls; the first one is a gorgeous strawberry blonde with hazel eyes. She looks around my age; I wonder how the heck she got into this scene. She looks more of the beauty pageant type. Her name is Sarah. Then there is Lexi who is a brunette with blonde highlights, her eyes are an amber color. Both of them are taller, they are about 5'8 and I'm the small girl standing at about 5'5.

Lexi doesn't seem to talk much, maybe she doesn't like me. I have no clue what her deal is but Sarah is really nice.

Sarah goes on to tell me some of the rules that most Dom's require, "Remember only speak when asked a question and it isn't a rhetorical question. Eyes are always downcast unless he tells you otherwise. Always be showered and have your hair and makeup done before he gets home from work."

Lexi finally jumps in to help, "Make sure you break small rules every once in a while just to keep him interested, they get excited when they get to punish you. You don't want to be too boring.

Sarah goes on, "You are obviously drawn to this kind of stuff to work at the club and to enter into the auction. So don't waste time being ashamed by it. It is quite a turn on to have a powerful man in charge of you. Just embrace it. And you have our cell phone numbers if you ever need someone to talk to Hun."

"Thank you so much" I hug each of them and we make plans to meet tomorrow to get prepared.

So what do you think? Should I continue? Any suggestions and feedback is very much welcomed?