I sit on the ground in a Tunnel with my hands covering my face and Peter is few feet away looking at me "Neal you okay ?" I had heard Peter say I look up while tears fall down my face and I said "No I 'm Not okay " I stand up and next thing I Know Peter has taken his coat off and wrapped it around me .

" Peter i'm not okay" I say while trying to calm down while the FBI investagate the scene where a young girl died I look down and not notice Peter put his arm around me while we walk to the taurus " Neal whats wrong you okay" I look at him and shake my head.

"No Peter" this scene is taking me back to a most tragic moment from my life from when I was Danny Brooks when my mom Ellen & I were in St Louis before we were in Witsec anyway my mom had another baby I had a sister named Kate but she died when I was 15 .

Peter looked at me " did you find out how she died Neal" he said I said yes and start sobbing I looked down and start to have a nervous breakdown I had never had one before untill now Peter noticed and wrapped his arm around me "my dad had shot her with the same gun he killed a cop with " I say while trying to breathe I watched Peter and followed his breathing with mine and I did feel better.

while I was sobbing Diana said" Boss whats up with Neal hes crying take him home me and Jones got this" Peter said " he will be okay i'm taking him to me and el's house he's having a nervous breakdown this scene is taking him back to tragic moment in his life and i'm sure he will let me tell you" I nodded " yes Peter can tell you Diana " Peter told her while I buckled up and waited in the car .

I didnt feel good halfway to the house I said " Peter I dont feel good " and he pulled over I got out and got sick and Peter said" Neal stay here I'll run in and get gingerale" I said "okay Peter".

few minutes later after getting back on road I had fell asleep peter carried me in the house and laid me on thier couch Satchmo seen me and licked my arm Peter said " i'll be right back buddy stay with Neal he will need you " and Satchmo barked and laid by me while Peter went out to car and came back in and set gingerale by couch for when I woke up and El had came home and saw me laying on couch.

Peter told her what happened El said" oh my god is he okay " and got glass of wine and sat by me I woke up few minutes later and said " what happened where am I?" Peter sat by me in his chair and said I got sick on the way to the house and he got gingerale and soup from the store to settle my stomach I go home now and got up Peter said " Neal dont think about that right now you are home I know you meant June's but shes on vacation right now remember ".

I shook my head while Peter called mozzie and said" I'm sorry Peter that tragic moment in my life hit me hard and I'm not handiling it well " I Look down while mozzie comes in and says "Mon frere I heard what happened you okay since suit and mrs suit taking care of you" .

My head hurts but I said " yes i guess im okay moz I mean i think so" Satchmo cuddled by me and I petted him and he licked me "hey buddy " I say and Satchmo looks up at me