Soft
light slipped past the black curtained
windows as the sun set in a red haze against the horizon. Voices and
laughter could be heard, and as someone slammed on their brakes, I
unconsciously waited for the crash to follow. Across the street, a
trio was playing music from the old days, just like they did every
Thursday around dusk.
Outside,
the world just kept on moving and breathing, but inside this old,
empty cafe, it held its breath. The air had an anxious feel to it as
we looked at each other from the opposite sides of the room. It was
too dark and we stood too far apart to see anything other than dark
outlines of a human body and I squinted as I tried to make out any
emotion on his face, overshadowed by a black sombrero. Knowing it
wasn't very ladylike to take the first step, I waited impatiently,
trying to hide my impatience by keeping my shoulders relaxed. The
rhythmic sound of the ceiling fans lulled my mind into swaying motion
as the trio's bolero turned into a heart-breaking tango. I
stiffened as the voices of two young women joined the music, molding
and shattering the music with their high-pitched tones. I averted my
eyes to the floor and took a deep breath, breathing in the pain and
sorrow coming from the women as they sang of unrequited love. Slowly,
I opened my eyes, not having realized I had closed them in the first
place, and brought my head up to look at him again. I stifled a gasp
as I realized he had taken several steps forward and was now standing
in the only beam of light slipping past the curtains. His black suit
made him look sleek, yet classy, and the scarf added a touch of
sophistication to the, presumably, very carefully selected outfit, as
it complemented his lean physique in a way only expensive tailor-made
suits could.
The
sombrero was the only thing bothering me
and I had the urge to rip it off and toss it, as it was the only
thing preventing me from looking into his eyes.
The
thought must have been projected on my face, as a sly grin passed
over his lips and was gone again. Outside, the voices mingled with
the music to give my body the irresistible urge to sway and, in
the worst case scenario, dance until I couldn't breathe anymore. I
could feel the strain from keeping my shoulders down in my back and I
concentrated on my breath instead, not wanting him to see how anxious
he was making me by just standing there, looking all smooth and
dangerous and- oh god, not this again.
Before
I could look away, he took a step forward and paused, then took
another step. I lifted my chin up defiantly
and carefully shifted my body weight to my left foot, preparing to
take a step backward or forward, whichever would be necessary.
As
he took another step forward, I unconsciously
drew myself up to my full height and bit the inside of my lip,
knowing that if I had taken a step forward too, I would have been
able to touch his face, run my left hand over his suit, feel his
breath on my neck as he grabbed my right hand and-
Mentally
I shook myself, knowing where this train of thought would end, but
not where this particular situation would
lead to.
He
slowly brought his head up and I stared at his face, for whatever
reason in the world still being overshadowed by that increasingly
annoying sombrero.
I could no longer
suppressed the urge to see what he looked like and stepped forward,
simultaneously bringing my right hand up to remove the sombrero, but
he took hold of my hand before I could reach his face.
Before I consciously
realized what was happening, he had his right hand firmly on the
small of my back, still holding mine with his left.
He
stood there, very still, waiting for me to gather
my wits and place my left hand on his upper arm before he shifted to
the right, moving me with him. Subtly, he guided me into moving
backwards and sideways, maneuvering my eager body to do as he
pleased. Twisting my upper body to the left and back to the right, I
slid my right foot to the left in half a circle and brought it back
to the front, before he set me into a delicate pattern of backwards
walking and ochos,
my crimson colored satin dress flowing with every move I- no, we
made.
While dancing, our
bodies got closer than the formal dance position we began with and
started to feel more like an embrace between lovers than two complete
strangers touching for the first time.
And
as the song outside got to a climax, he guided me into moves,
quick, slow, seductive moves with skill and passion unheard of,
making me ache for more, more dancing but also more of him.
I could feel him end
the dance as one voice died down while the other trailed on softly,
and I clung onto him, wishing he wouldn't let go of my hand and
would just stand here, our bodies close but not touching anymore,
betraying an instinctive repellence to the dangerous and unknown.
We
stood like that for one fulfilling heartbeat before he let go of my
right hand and leaned back. As I turned my head to walk away, he slid
his right hand into my left and gently pulled my hand up, not pulling
me back entirely, but not letting me walk away, either. He turned my
hand palm side up and placed something, taken out of his breast
pocket, into it before folding my fingers into a fist and kissing me
on my wrist. Letting go of my hand, he took a step back and touched
his index finger to the rim of his sombrero, smiling as he brought
his head up for the last of the sunrays to
be reflected in his stunning blue eyes.
Wanting to preserve
this image forever, I did nothing but stare at him, taking in those
blue eyes in a handsome, young face, before the shadows consumed his
features once more as he turned around and walked towards the door.
I know this was where I
should have ran after him, asked him his name or where he came from,
but I was too astonished to do anything more than stand there, with
my left hand in a fist and a fluttering heart pounding in my throat.
As
he opened the door, he turned around once more and nodded, before
disappearing into the night while soft violin music poured into the
room, chanting a love story to my foolish heart.
Feeling
lost, I turned away from the door to be confronted with what
he had placed inside my now open hand.
