How can I be the person I have always been,
When I am always the person I have never been.
How can I love life,
When I destroy it.
I am losing myself,
I am dying inside,
And nobody knows it but me.
I fight my enemies,
Knowing that some are not.
How can I destroy evil,
When it wears the stolen faces of good?
I am losing myself,
I am dying inside,
And nobody knows it but me.
I cry over the lives I have taken,
While taking more.
I lie to those I love,
While trying to tell the truth.
I am losing myself,
I am dying inside,
And nobody knows is but me.
I am certain,
And I am confused.
I am two sides of one coin,
Spinning and spinning never knowing
which side I will be
I am nothing,
And I am everything.
I deserve it not,
But I have it.
I am losing myself,
I am dying inside,
And nobody knows it but me.
I have found love,
In the midst of hate.
He is my strength,
When inside I can find only weakness.
I am losing myself,
But he has found me.
I am dying inside,
But he has brought me to life.
Nobody knows it but me,
My secret is out
And now I am healed.