I felt like writing about this one special friend I have. Because she means so much to me and I haven't seen her for a few weeks because I'm not home and I miss her so much. I hope that someone of you might feel the same about a special person. Because I'm sure I'm not the only one with a friend like this.
This one special friend
I'm afraid to lose you
I'm afraid that you will get bored of me
I'm afraid that I'm not enough for you
I'm afraid that you will leave me because you don't want to hurt me
But I don't mind being hurt if it's you
I won't give up on you
Never
I need you, so bad
And thats selfish
But I do
And I'm afraid that our friendship might break
because of a stupid reason
but mostly I'm afraid that it might be my fault
I could never forgive myself
This is not any friendship
I don't know why
But it's so special
And you mean more to me than any other friend before
You're the only one who truly understands me
I can't even think about losing you
And I'm afraid that I love you more than you love me
And it breaks my heart that you don't know
what a wonderful person you are
and I'm so glad that I found you out of 7 billion people on this planet
because you are the best thing that ever happened to me
You make me feel safe
I don't laugh often
but you make me
I wish I could save every moment I've lived with you
I want to make you see
that you're perfect
and I know you will never think that of yourself
but you are to me
I'll do everything to make you happy
because you deserve happiness
more then anyone else
You say that I'm the only one who believes in you
and I do
But I wish you would too
You're beautiful inside and outside
I can't say how grateful I am
To be your friend
And these words are not enough
And never will be