AS I AM
Star shudderred in his room. That last mission had gone so bad! Milo nearly killed Zan, and it was all Stars fault. How could he have almost lost him?
I just want you close
Where you can stay forever
You can be sure
That it will only get better
The redhead tensed as someone knocked on the door to his room. It must be Zander no one else could be in there apartment. "Go away," he yelled, tears threatening to overflow his emerald orbs. He couldn't face him . . . not like this. He didn't deserve his beautiful angel, the only light in his life since Jaime.
XANDER's POV
I pounded desperately on the door of my beloved. I knew the delicate redhead would be in their, hurting, blaming himself for Milo's foul deeds. I couldn't let him do that to himself -I HAD to help him! If he shut me out for fear of hurting me he'd never see that we belonged together. He'd remain blind to our shared destiny.
You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don't worry cuz
Everythings gonna be alright
I hated that bitch Jane! She was always trying to come between me and Star, and I know it was her words that made him blame him! I couldn't believe her pettiness. Just because she wanted me and I rejected her!
People keep talking
They can say what they like
But all I know is everything's gonna be alright
Finally, my beautiful one opens the door, but he refuses to look into my eyes. No, he can't ignore me! He's got to let me in. Gently, I tilt his chin up, marveling at the feel of his smooth Irish skin. I stroke his freckles as his emerald gaze pierces my own violet one. The tears in those magnificent orbs tear my heart. Milo, Jane, all of them . . . They can go to hell. I have my Star and Im never letting him go!!
No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
You you
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
STAR's POV
His melting kiss relaxes away my fears. Star can barely resist swooning at the feel of his angle's highly skilled tongue. But no . . . he nearly killed Zan he can't do this! "Don't worry about them baby," the beautiful taller boy whispers to him. "I love you. Its not you're fault. Let me make love to you."
When the rain is pouring down
And my heart is hurting
You will always be around
This I know for certain
He snuggles happy in the arms of his angel, holding him tight. There will be other bad nights, but Zan will always forgive Star's mistakes.
You and me together
Through the days and nights