I'm on my way to glee club ready to sing my tribute to Barbra Streisand, when I meet up with Finn in the hallway. We are obviously both going to glee club but being so stupid I say, "Oh, hi Finn. Are you going to Glee club?"
Finn says in response, "Yeah I am. I'm ready to do my tribute to John Travolta." Oh Finn, how did I ever let you go? Oh yeah I made out with your best friend.
"Excellent choice. As you might have guessed, I'm doing a tribute to Barbra Streisand."
"I kind of figured you would, knowing you."
We get into the Choir room. I take my seat and volunteer to go first.
When I am singing, I notice Finn smiling at me. God, I want him back, bad. I don't know what to say to him. I can't just go up to him and say, "Finn I still love you take me back!" That would be stupid. I already tried the kissing booth and the winter wonderland and also going to get the Christmas tree, they didn't work. And now that Quinn is back on the market he's already going after her.
Finn is up to sing now. I am so afraid that I will start crying when he starts singing. He is so amazing. I'm so stupid Puck? Sure we had a thing once, but it was over and yet I still did it. My stupid jealousy. I am always jealous, or trying to make someone else. Listeneing to him sing was like heaven. I am tearing up now. I have to leave. I run to the bathroom crying. Before I know it, Finn has my arm. I am sobbing now.
I say to him, "Finn I'm so sor-," I stop myself when I realize I'm doing exactly what I didn't want to do."I mean um why did you follow me?"
Finn let go of my arm. Then he says to me,"Cause I care about you, sure we broke up and all but where still friends. Now, why are you crying, Rachel?"
I wanted to tell him but I couldn't. "I'm just not feeling good, thanks following me out Finn; I'm gonna go home now."
"Oh ok Rach, I hope you feel better."
C'mon Finn, what were you thinking, following Rachel out when Quinn was right there. If I want her back I gotta impress her.
There she is. "Oh, hey Quinn, um how ya doing?"
"What do you want Finn?" witha sarcastic tone in her voice.
"Hahahahahahaha," I stopped when I relized she wasn't laughing. God, I look like a dork. "Ahem... I don't want anything... right now. I just want to talk you know?"
"Um, ok Finn I have to get to Cherrio's practice, so maybe later, ok?"
"Alright, see you later then."
"Um yeah, later."
Alright! So I lied to Finn! I am not going to Cherrio's practice. I'm actually going to 'talk' to Puck, O.K. so not talk but whatever. Sure he knocked me up last year, but hey he did a pretty good damn job! Oh, what am I about Finn, he is so good to me. but Puck, mmmm different story. There both so different but I love them both. Hey wait, I've cheated before... right? I'll just do it again, just test them both. Of course Puck will know because well he won't care, and he needs to know because Finn and him are best friends. Yes! That's it!
"Hey Puck."
"Sup babe, ready to get it on?"
"Not this time. Just wait."
"C'mon, I am so good at it though. You do remember-"
Quinn interupted Puck. "Of course I remember. I gave birth to the child..."
"Oh yeah your baby bump was so fricken huge."
"Yes! I remember Puck. Now if you want to make this work, then make it work. Do you know what I'm saying?"
"Ok, fine. But this won't last long, you know I like to have fun."
"You got me knocked up... I think I know."
