What I Always Wanted to Be
A/N: Wrote this on a whim. Well… okay, to be honest, while I was procrastinating on my math homework I've only read the first book, but what can I say, it's so good that I'm already obsessed!
Five months, three weeks, four days, nine hours, and 10 minutes. The seconds ticked by insignificantly, but those numbers stood out in my mind. It was the last time that I had stared into the smoldering eyes of Edward Cullen. My almost lover.
Five months, two days, and ten hours. The last time that I had been wrapped in his arms, shaking with the excitement and the anxiety as his razor sharp fangs sank into my throat. The weeks of pain, and the undying thirst. If that was not enough.
He promised he'd stay with me.
He promised that I would be his eternity.
He loved me and now he has left me.
To become a monster, all alone.
To become what I had always wanted to be.