OH MY GOODNESS!!!!! I just figured out how to post a story!!!! The only bad news is that I have to be at my grandma's house to do it.... Oh well I LOVE coming to my grandma's!!!!! Anywho here goes my very first attempt at a story even though looking at it now it seems kinda stupid. I just realized I've actually come a long way since I wrote this one. I decided to share it with you all just to show you all how bad it is compared to the others, so... Here goes!!! 3 OH YEAH! Beware of OOC-ness (sorry peoples!)

Sesshomaru walked with his head bowed slightly and in his hand he held her favorite flowers;lillies. His feet carried him across the same path he'd walked millions of times. Blind,deaf,and dumb, he'd still be able to walk it with no problems. He felt the familiar burning sensation in his eyes that told him they were bleeeding to red... or so he told himself. He,Sesshomaru did not cry.

Stepping out into the bright sunlight that he felt no warmth from he went to the place where she rested, where they rested. He knelt and placed the flowers down and reached out a hand to touch their gravestone. Oh how he missed them! Life was hard without her and he didn't know how much more he could bear. Almost as if sensing his thoughts, the wind blew gently throughout the clearing and rustled his hair. A soft sigh escaped his lips as he thought hard on what she had made him promise.

(Flashback)

"Sesshomaru?"

"Yes?" She looked down and bit her lip. She looked so beautiful with the moonlight shining down on her black hair and porcelain skin, my Miyako.

She looked up at me with those sapphire eyes, her confidence returned. She took my hands and held them to her heart.

"Promise me something. This is important."

I smiled, only for her. "Anything."

She nodded and continued, "If... If I... If I die... you will not, under any circumstances, try to join me before it is your time." I stared at her in shock. Those words took my breath away and nearly tore me apart. A world without Miyako in it was... like trying to breathe when there is no air. Her blue eyes shined, pleading with me with everything inside of herself that I would promise. I squeezed her hands. "Miyako, what are you saying? Why do you speak this way?!"

"Please! Just promise me! If you love me then you'll promise me!" I gazed into those eyes that seared me to my very soul, searching for a sign, a signal that something was bothering her. I found nothing, only love.

"Only if you promise me the same thing." I replied.

Her eyes filled with unshed tears as she nodded her head, "I promise." she whispered. I reiterated and tilted her chin up and kissed her fiercely. Her tears fell freely and that's when I should have seen something was wrong, but I had chalked it up to hormones from her pregnancy. I was too focused on protecting her from everything else, when I sould have protected her from myself.

"I love you." she whispered.

"And I love you." I told her, placing my hand over hers upon her slightly swollen belly.

(END FLASHBACK)

Sesshomaru allowed only three tears to escape and trail a path down his beautiful pale skin. One for each of the ones he had lost. It had been his fault, all his fault! He should have known that his mate's body was not strong enough to bear his pups;twins. She had been as delicate as a flower. And when his resolve to keep going wavered, he would come here. "I promised you, Miyako. We will be together again one day, when my time comes. I love you and our pups." He whispered. The wind lifted his hair gently and seemed to caress his face as he stood. And as he left, he could swear he heard the soft yips of little ones and Miyako's beautiful voice whispering, "I love you too."