eclipse chapter one: missunderstanding

Charlie looked at me and sighed. He handed me the note from jacob and it had my name writin on the front in his sloppy handwriting. He looked me in the eyes then turned away. He walked out my door and closed it behind him. I sighed and started unfolding the note, ready for whatever it said. At the same time I was afraid of it though. I was afraid he would say that he never wanted to talk to me again, or that we just shouldnt see each other again. At first I was so mad at him. But I thought about when Edward was gone. He was what kept me alive everyday. The reason I got out of bed. I knew that whenever I was around him I would smile. He was my best friend. How could Be mad at him like I am now. How can I be so mean to someone who helped me through the hardest part of my life. I love him. I love Jacob Black. I looked down at the note, double thinking, and decided to open it. I pulled it apart more and more. I opened it and had just started reading it when I heard a tap on my window. Woah. Edward was early

today. I set the note down on my bed and walked over to my window. I opened it quietly and then walked back to my bed. "Hey Edward," I whispered," your early today. We have to be queit. If charlie finds out your here I will never see the light of day again."

" What are you talking about bells?" I heard a voice say. Deffiitely not Edwards. But I knew it. Jacobs. I spun around to face him faster than the speed of light.

"Oh my God Jake! How did you get on my roof!? Why are you here?" I was shocked. I didnt know why he was here or how he got here.

" Um. my dad dropped me off on the corner. And I'm a good climber are your questions answered?" he was looking at his feet and his hands were folded at his stomach. I looked at him and said, " Jake what are you doing here?" he looked up at me and answered, " Did you read the note?" he looked back down at the floor. I walked over to pick up the note off my bed but Jacobs hand stopped me. He picked up the note and ripped it into pieces. He put the remains in the trash can by my bed. I looked straight into is eyes and asked, " what did it say?" I was curious.
" Does it really matter bella? Look im sorry. For everything. I just want us to be friends again. Im sick of getting notes passed back and forth like were in kindergarden. Im sick of not being able to see you everyday. Im sick of you being mad at me. Im sick of –" I closed my eyes and my lips cut off his apology. I twisted my fingers into his hair and pushed his back to the wall. He lifted up my leg turned me around so that my back was up against the wall. I pulled my lips away and looked into his eyes. I juped up so that both of my legs were in his hands. My fingers were still twined into his hair and I pushed my lips back into his again. I kissed him long and hard and I didn't want stop. I wanted to kiss him forever. He lifted me up higher and my back was no longer against the wall. He was heading toward my bed. He set me down on the bed and I heard a noise coming from my window. A crunching noise. I looked up and saw edward standing next to my window. His hand was around the bottom of my windowsill. The wood was crushed in his hand and he was glaring at jacob. I pulled back and moved to the opposite corner of the bed. Away from Jake.

" Edward…its not what you think. We were just ---" he cut me off, " I think its exacty what I think it is. You were just what? Making out with a dog? Who else have you had a make out session with? James?"

" Hey look! First Jake is not a dog he's a person, and I care about him. And second why are you so mad it was nothing ok." I was angry. He was totally overreacting.

" Oh it was something. And if you care about him so much why don't you just marry him instead? Because obviously you don't care about my proposal at all."

" you know what? Fine! I will. Besides I don't want that stupid ring anyways." I picked up the ring case off my desk, opened it, took the ring and threw it out the window. " Go fetch, hunn." I glared at him the turned towards jacob. I grabbed his face and pulled it towards mine. I crushed my lips on his just to make edward jealous. I pulled away and waved goodbye at edward. He turned away and jumped out the window. The whole time jacob was speechless. Until now.

"what was that about" he was so confused and I could tell by his expression. What had I just done.