BB: THis is a one shot accompianing the story "The girl I cannot obtain". THis is Lily's point of view.

Shayshaymura: It also could be considered an accompiant to the story "A Broken Wing". hat one tells why she can't love him.

Illiana: BB does not own Harry Potter. Please enjoy.


I hate him, because I must hate him. I hate his attitude, I hate his looks, I hate his friends, I even hate his family. I hate everything about him, because if I don't, I'll love him, and I can't love him.

I hate him, because I must hate him. I hate his cockiness. I hate the smug smile after he wins a Quidditch game. I hate the twinkle in his eyes after he pranks someone. I hate the way everything is a joke to him. I hate him, because if I don't, I'll love him, and I can't love him.

I hate him, because I must hate him. I hate the way his thick black hair makes him look like he just climbed off a broom. I hate the way t his hazel eyes twinkle when he's joking. I hate the way his eyes darken when he is angry. I hate the way his glasses catch the light, and make him look unapproachable. I hate the way his body make butterflies flutter in my stomach. I hate the way he looks at me. I hate him, because if I don't, I'll love, and I can't love him.

I hate him, because I must hate him. I hate his friends. I hate the way they laugh with him. I hate the way they're so different and yet so alike. I hate the way they include me. I hate the way they make me laugh. I hate the way they make me feel like I belong. I hate the way he looks at me when I laugh. I hate him, because if I don't, I'll love him, and I can't love him.

I hate him, because I must hate him. I hate his family. I hate the way his mother smiles at me. I hate the way his father looks so much like him. I hate the way his little sister makes me laugh. I hate the way he smiles, embarrassed by them. I hate the way that they accept me. I hate the way the accept his friends. I hate the cooking. I hate everything. I hate him, because if I don't, I'll love him, and I can't love him.

I hate him, because I must hate him. I hate everything about him. I hate him, because I love him, and I can't love him. I hate him, because he is making me make a mistake. I hate him, because I can't love anyone.


BB: Please review.