I Don't Own Twilight Or It's Characters, All Property Belongs To Stephenie Meyer.
This story Belongs To me
Yes, I Decided To Write A Sequel, lets see how it goes
Bella
Spent a lifetime
Finally found someone
Gave him all that I had
In love, 'til the dream was gone
"When did you first fall for me?" Edward asked.
We were at my house hanging out, I as watching a movie while he painted my toenails. I really didn't have to think about my answer to his question, I just knew it from day one.
"Well when I first saw you but that would entail falling for your looks though I did hear there was more to you than your looks" I reply.
"And here I thought you were different" he teased.
"It's true but also I guess I really fell for you when I got to really know you" I explain.
He stops painting my nails and puts the polish on the table; I turn to him waiting for his answer.
"It wasn't love at first sight" he answers.
I'm surprised and kind of offended at his answer, I look to him to explain more.
"You were beautiful of course and every guy wanted you but I didn't, I hardly knew you until we were introduced and I felt for you as a friend until we took that quiz and I saw you were everything I wanted" he explains.
I smile remembering that quiz we took and it was after that quiz when I asked him out on our first date.
"I guess that makes sense" I reply.
"I've always read about love at first sight and I wanted to experience that but then I wanted something original "
"Yeah I was never a hopeless romantic but I would imagine that I could happen to me"
"I guess I should go" he said after some time.
I was startled and disappointed, usually he would stay later until I went to sleep and then he would tuck me in. I tried to think of reasons he could be leaving early and all I could think was that he had a date. I've wanted to ask him but could never get the courage and then I would get angry because in my mind he would be cheating but I never defined this special friendship so he was free to date whomever he wanted.
"You have somewhere better to be?" I asked coldly.
He looked surprised at my tone "Bella I have to go in work early tomorrow" he explained.
I deflated all the anger leaving me and the guilt creeping in; here I was doubting him again and making assumptions. I guess I would need to work on it.
"Oh sorry I thought…." I said lamely.
He nodded "I guess I can understand but no" he said.
I nodded although I wondered would he go out with someone else. It was now or never needed I to ask him.
"Are you dating again?" I asked looking down.
"Honestly I haven't thought of it, I get asked out all the time but I'm practically dating you" he answers.
"I mean we never defined this special friendship so if you want to date its fine" I lied.
"Bella if you don't want me to then I won't, I know you need to trust me again so I understand" he replies.
"Do you want to?" I ask.
"Truthfully no and yes, I want to keep my options open if this doesn't work out but I haven't thought about it. I'm just enjoying my time with you" he says softly.
"Well we should define what we have"
"Yes"
"If you want to date then you can just don't brag about it and don't tell me unless you sleep with her because that would mean this friendship is over" I explain.
"Same applies to you but Bella I'm sure I only want to date you" he says smiling.
"Deal so what time are you leaving?" I ask.
"Should I tuck you in before I leave?" he asks teasing.
I smile "that would be nice" I say.
He walks me to my room and the tension that comes every time we enter the bedroom returns full force. I can see him staring at my bed wishing he could stay the night and I really wish he could. I wish he could cuddle with me until I fall asleep; it's the simple acts that I miss.
"Let me go change" I say grabbing a nightgown and going in the bathroom. I freshen up and brush my teeth before I walk back in the room. He's sitting on the bed holding E.J with tears running down his face. My heart aches because I know what he's thinking.
"Edward?" I call softly.
He wipes his tears "I remember when I gave you this bear, those were some hard times but we made it" he says.
"Yes" I agree wanting to cry too. We had rough patches but none as hard as we are facing now and I wondered could we ever come back from this.
"I didn't think you would keep this but seeing that you did gives me hope" he tells me.
I smile through the pain at his words because if he has hope then I know we can pull through. I crawl under the covers and he tucks me in with E.J, he kisses my forehead softly.
"Here's to a fresh start, good night Bella"
"Good night Edward"
Time mends a heart Starting over again
You turn the page somehow
Oh, there's no looking back
The hurt is behind you now
From the second time around
Coming back to win
Starting over again
Take the first step
And let it begin
Starting over, starting over
I Was re reading TMWM And Then This Idea Formed In My Head And I Had This First Chapter
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