An: ok this is my first very sad and disturbing fan fiction and I hope I can end it right. It was very hard to write and very violent but if you don't like it cool, if you don't think it's for you then don't read it, also the people in this fic are very OOC, I don't owe FMA or any people in this story, but Kenny thank you.

I Want to Get Away

Chapter 1

'It all started after he came back. That's when I felt it, the sudden need, the want, the fire that brunt my very soul. Winry that bitch I love her and l need her not that Bastard, I hate him. I WILL HAVE HER EVEN IF IT'S BY FORCE!' He thought with fierceness.

It was a nice spring day it was five days after Alphonse came back to his body. He still didn't remember much, But he did remember Ed, Winry, Rose, and everyone else he met when he was ten. (Mines Rose)

It would take about one month to find out what happened to Al and for him to regain his memories. Ed was very happy that his little brother was back and that Rose was in his protection, but there was something or someone missing in his life.

Winry and Al were quite the little couple now that Al remembered her. He spent all his free time with her and he did Alchemy in his spare time and loved every minute of it. Ed on the other hand was not all flowers and roses well one Rose anyway.

Ed loved his brother but it seemed like he always got what he wanted. Ed didn't think another thought because he was going to spend time with Rose and Her son James.

Rose was very frightened about being alone with men. Ed had no idea why Rose acted that way but will find out when the time came. Ed knew he had left his gift for James, when he went out side so; he went back into the house. That's when he saw her…Winry was just sitting at the kitchen table looking out the window at nature. She didn't even know Ed was watching her and she didn't care.

Ed looked over at Winry and felt like she was pulling him in. He watched her yellow blond hair blow as the wind from the window came in. it looked like her eyes were glowing with the sun when he saw her.

At that moment her knew 'I WILL HAVE HER' Ed was about to go to Winry when Al walked into the room and sat down next to her and kiss her on the cheek. She laughed at what he said and swatted him away, then Al said something else that had him chasing after her, she go caught in turn and he spun her around, and kiss her on the lips with infatuation.

Any one could see they were in love but, not to Ed. Ed saw Al and Winry's little PDA session and he went to find the gift for James, knowing one thought 'I WILL HAVE HER.'

Rose was in the garden with her 5 year old son James he was picking flowers for her hair; he liked the red roses the most because the name reminded him of his mothers. Rose was just sitting on the watching James and thinking sadly,

'How could something as sweet as my little angle came out of something that should never happen in this world. It's all thanks to Ed I love him no matter what.' she sighed.

She was so caught in thought she didn't hear Ed coming out into the garden.

"Rose are you out here?" Ed called through the walls and bushes of flowers.

"Yes, Ed, I'm on the stone bench by the water fall." Rose answered softy,

As soon as Ed came into view Rose took in the sight Ed had on black pants and a blue shirt with specks of white in it he had on some simple black shoes and had grown to a but 6"3 over the pass years. Ed was holding a spinning top for James it was red and black with his name on it.

"Thanks Ed it kool." James said taking the top from Ed and spinning in on the ground.

"Yes thank you Ed, James loves tops. He could play with one for hours." Rose said smiling up and his face.

"No problem Rose I would do anything for James." Ed said with a smile.

'I love his smile it's like it never happened that night …' Rose thought.

TBC… Please Review