To Love As A Lover
Warning: rape, language and mature content. ZabuHaku Enjoy!
"Haku-chan, is Zabuza here?" asks the Boss, crossing the room to join me at the table, where I am arranging a bunch of flowers in a vase. I shake my head, keeping my eyes downcast. I'm not supposed to talk to the boss unless I'm spoken to but I usually don't, he scares me. "Where is he?"
"Training, sir." I say quietly. "Would you like some tea, sir?" I offer, polite as always.
"Sure, I'll have some of that nice red tea you make." I nod and get up, going into the adjoining kitchen. I make it as quickly as I can, not wanting to irritate him. I re-enter and give him a steaming cup of tea before kneeling back down. He slurps it noisily, sighs and speaks "So, how is Zabuza treating you? Not being too mean, is he?" I shake my head, hiding my blush. "Since you're his property, he must be a bit mean to you, it's his way." I shake my head again
"Zabuza-sama is kind to me." I say sincerely. He is, for the most part. He never hits me, he sometimes gets a bit carried away doing...certain things, but he's never hurt me on purpose. I hear the Boss chuckle and the small clink as he puts the tea cup on the table. I glance up at him though my bangs and see he is watching me. I blush and look down again.
"When will Zabuza be returning home, then?" he asks.
"Half an hour, I suppose." I say. He chuckles again and stands up. I stay where I am, still feeling his eyes on me.
"That should be enough time." I flinch. Oh God, please, not that. He's walking towards me, around the table. My body tenses up, his shadow crawling over me. I look up slowly, into his eyes. There's that gleam in the small piggy dots, an ugly, hungry gleam. Hurry back, Zabuza "Come here, Haku-chan." I gulp but stay still "Not very obedient today are you? You usually do anything Zabuza tells you, right? Why not for me? I'm much higher up than him." I say nothing, staying still "Still no? Well, that just not good enough. Let's try this again, Haku. Come. Here." there is angry, spitting venom in his voice that makes me flinch. I brace myself and stand up, keeping my head down, mostly in shame of being pushed around by such a little disgusting man - that's using 'little' figuratively. He's a lot bigger than me. "Good boy. Now, walk over here, to me." I bite my lip and obey, walking as slowly as I can. I want so much to lash out, run away, find Zabuza but I won't. I can't.
I see his hands reaching towards me. I tense up as they make contact, first on my arms, then my shoulders. I realise he is sliding down my kimono, slowly forcing my nakedness. I step away from him and pulling it up and around me, a fear reflex. He tuts and grabs me again. I struggle a little in vain but quickly give up. "There now, you're starting to understand. You can't fight me, just enjoy the ride and" he leans in and whispers into my ear "don't tell Zabuza."
His hands continue to undress me; sliding my kimono off my shoulders and undoing the obi, letting it fall to the floor. Its winter and the breezes sweeping through scrape me all over. I shiver "Chilly? I'll soon have you warmed up.." he starts touching me again. His hand ghosts over my stomach and chest, coming to one nipple and squeezing it hard. I whimper, but make sure I don't back away. He touches my neck, my throat, my chin, my cheek. "You're quite pretty aren't you.." he mutters, studying my face. I blush and look down. "Hmm, shy though. It's a bit late for that now." he looks around and pushes me into mine and Zabuza's bedroom.
"W-wait..!--" I cry but he slaps me. I stare at him, dazed, holding my cheek. He smirks and shoves me down onto the futon, and pulls at my underwear. I grab them, stopping him from removing them "No, please, stop--" he growls impatiently and yanks them out of my grip, tossing them over his shoulder.
"Ah, so you are male." he chuckles, stroking my member. I squeak, feeling it harden. "Excited? So lewd, Haku-chan." He lowers his head to between my legs and takes me in his mouth, sucking hard. I cry out, then cover my mouth. I don't want anyone to see us and tell Zabuza I'm cheating. My back arches and I come unwillingly. He laughs as he sits up "That was fast, how cute." he grabs my chin, pulls me in for a savage kiss. I can taste myself in his mouth, I feel sick. He breaks it and spins me round, pushes my front half down. He pulls up my hips, I feel his eyes on my entrance "Such a cute little hole. Its all pink, like its blushing." he chuckles again and rubs a finger against it. I bite my lip, feeling him probing me. The finger slides in slowly. "So tight, Haku-chan. Zabuza's not as big he thinks ne?" I grit my teeth as another finger enters me.
"S-stop it..." I whisper. I can feel them moving inside me, stretching my insides. They go and I look round, hoping he was finished with me
"What? You want me, do you?" he grins and pulls out his erect member. My eyes widened, looking back and forth between his cock and his grin. He pulls my hips higher and kneels up, positioning himself.
"D-don't...please!" I beg. It's in vain. He grips my hips and thrusts into me. Hard. I scream in pain, scream for Zabuza. He yanks my head back by my hair and shoves three fingers into my mouth, silencing me. I can do nothing but feel the terrible pain as he slams in and out of me. Zabuza was never this rough; he usually asked me if I was ok or ready or what position I preferred. But not this guy.
I'm close to fainting when he grunts loudly, grips my hips so his nails dig in and he comes hard inside, filling me up with his terribly hot thick seed. I gasp and collapse onto the futon. He's panting as he pulls out and slaps one of my buttocks, making me squeak weakly.
"You're...a really great fuck, Haku. I'll have to...come back another time.."
"Wanna bet?" a wonderful deep voice asks from the doorway. I looked up to see Zabuza standing there, his eyes narrowed dangerously at the Boss. "Haku, go outside." I nod and get up shakily, pulling the bedsheet around my naked body. I stagger out of the room, past Zabuza and into the living room. My kimono is still in a pile on the floor so I pull it on. I hear voices from the bedroom. Zabuza has shut the door between us so I don't know exactly what they're saying but I can tell Zabuza is angry. Very angry. Don't do anything stupid! I think to myself. If we get thrown out, I'll have nowhere to go. Zabuza will probably disown me after this anyway. Maybe he'll make me his slave instead, at least then I can still stay here.
My thoughts are shut up when I hear shouting, a thud, a man screaming. I sit in the corner, wrapping myself back in the sheet and cover my ears. I squeeze my eyes shut and try to ignore his cries of pain. More thuds, kicks I expect, and then nothing. The bedroom door slides open and Zabuza steps out
"Are you alright, Haku?" he asks. I nod. Stay where I am. "I'm...I'm sorry you had to hear that." I look up at him then my eyes snap back down
"Y-you have blood...on your hands.." I say. He looks down at his hand and goes off to wash them. He returns quickly and comes over to me. I flinch a little, still looking down.
"Haku, are you sure you're ok? You're shaking."
"N-no, I'm fine.." I say, shaking my head.
"Did he hurt you?" I nod but say nothing. "Haku, please talk to me. I know what he did but--"
"Did you kill him?" I ask. He sighs
"Yes, I did.." I nod and stand up slowly, but my legs give out and I fall. He catches me, and lowers me back onto the floor. My world is swimming and my whole body hurts. "Don't push yourself, Haku." he says, stroking my hair. I feel so pathetic
"Sorry..."
"Shhh..." he hugs me close to him, kissing the top of my head "I'm sorry.."
"Z-Zabuza?"
"I'm sorry I wasn't here. To protect you.. I promise I won't let anyone hurt you again."
"W-what's going to happen now?"
"We'll probably get kicked out of here. But it's ok; we can go to my folks' place. They're both dead and no-one's using it.." he seems to talking more to himself than to me. He sighs and cups my face with his hands, bring my head up so we are looking into each other's eyes. I felt tears brim in my eyes, pulling my head away "What is it, Haku?" he asks, uncharacteristically softly
"I...I feel l-like I have betrayed you." I say, I glance up at him. He's got a horrible look on his face. He's going to hit me, I know it. I flinch away from him and cover my head with my arms "Please, don't hit me! Don't hate me, he m-made me..! P-please, I have no w-where else to go!!" I scream hysterically. He does nothing then suddenly his hands rush at me and grabs my wrists, pulling them from shielding my head. I look at him through tear-blurred eyes.
"Calm down, I'm not going to do anything to you." He says monotonously. I sniff and look into his eyes "You don't have to worry, Haku, its ok." I made an annoying pathetic noise and buried my face in his chest, clutching his shirt with shaky hands. He did nothing for a small moment then wrapped his arms around me, hugging me tightly against him. I tentatively move to hug him around the neck, crying into his shoulder.. "Don't cry, Haku, I'm here. I'll protect you.."
"Z-Zabuza..?" I ask, looking at him, my arms still around his chunky neck. There is a small smile on his bandaged face
"I love you, Haku." I stared at him for a moment then my face broke into a grin and I hugged him again
"I love you too, Zabuza..!" I say. He chuckles blandly and kissed me. I love him. I love him so much.