WHOOPS! i FORGOT THE DISCLAIMER! DISCLAIMER: I DON'T OWN YUGIOH GX SO DON'T SUE ME!
My Heart Sings
You smile and wave to me
But you are no longer mine
It is not you that I see
You are no longer divine
I long for you to return
To be my sun again
But now you no longer burn
So no longer on you do I depend
But I still go near that masked face
I need to see you there
And now I need some space
The space where you despair
You've made mistakes
But no one's perfect
So now my heart aches
Because you're no longer worth it
At least that's what my head said
But my heart disagrees
And then you tilt you head
And your words float in the breeze
"I'm sorry for the things I did,
And for all things left unsaid…
I don't know who I'm trying to kid,
I never wanted you dead.
My heart is black and torn apart
By all the things I've done,
And I can't seem to let go
Because I still haven't quite won
…which side should I show?"
You said this in such remorse
And with such sad brown eyes…
That my voice became hoarse
As I started to say while you cried,
"The side I love of course."
You looked up into my eyes,
Looking startled and scared
You wanted to break our ties.
Through all the pain, the suffering, it is a hero's fate you bared.
"Now I see into that fear,
But Judai listen please,
It is you that we all hold dear,
That we crawl to on our knees…
In times when we don't know
If we can go on
By our sides you always go
Until our doubt is gone.
So listen up close
And pay attention
Forget you closet skeletons and ghosts
Cuz now I'll break the tension."
"I'm sorry for the things I said,
For the harsh parting gaze.
I never meant to wish you dead,
But that's all in the past days.
So I forgive you for breaking down,
If you'll forgive me for breaking you.
I forgive you for turning my death back around
If you'll forgive me for the thing I never said… I love you."
You didn't respond
Just shook your head as if coming out of a trance
Of you I have grown fond.
I gave you one comforting glance.
You leaned in close and whispers rose
From the wind and sky above,
As you caressed my cheek,
And decided to show me your love
In that simple way you speak…
"Asuka, I'm yours, I'll open my heart's doors,
To let only you inside
But I'm afraid even more…
That there's only a demon to find."
I smiled at your words,
Brushing my lips against yours,
Listening to the birds,
Before opening my heart's doors.
And letting the unknown in.
"You are still you
Why can't you see?
I'm sick of you blue
Can't you just be?"
He looked at me
I looked at him
"More than friends… is what we should be."
He finally gave into my last whim
I held him close as he broke down,
Dropping his cold mask
He cried without a sound
I fulfilled my last task
I rocked slowly to and fro
To bare some of his pain
And yet I'll never know
Of what you became.
When I wasn't there
But I know one thing
I don't care
When I'm with you my heart sings.