The Worst Pain Ever
Pain.
Pain like I'd never felt before.
Why is it that I'm here, suffering like this…?
Here… where is "here"?
I can't see a thing – is it because of the lack of light?
Or maybe the force wrecking my body blinds me.
Pain.
I've never believed it possible to feel this much pain –
My throat is raw from screaming…
I'd be writhing and thrashing about, if I weren't chained –
I'd try to bang my head against the wall to distract myself from this…
I can't think of anything; my mind is invaded by a white, hot fire.
Pain.
The burning inside me increases every second;
I feel myself and my life fading –
Seeping out of me with each drop of blood as I keep on howling…
How long will this go on?
I wonder if maybe I'm dead already…?
Pain.
In my ears nothing but my own voice;
My vision blurred under a film of red;
My nails digging and marking my skin;
My heart beating fiercely through the fire;
My soul shouting for my body to resist.
Pain.
The worst pain I've ever endured – I don't care!
Ten years less left to live – that's not a problem!
Almost a day went by – I still have time!
I don't know where I am – but I know my destination!
Until I'll have strength to fight, I won't give up!
Pain.
This is nothing, if I fail:
A two percent of possibility is more than enough –
To save everyone I care for from death.
The thought of not seeing any of them anymore
Is a pain even worse than this.