A/n: I was listening to Hallelujah by Rufus Wainwright when this depressing story popped up.
Warning: SPOILERS FOR EPISODE 25 OF THE ANIME! Yaoi and Language. Don't like yaoi, don't read.
Disclaimer: I do NOT own Death Note or the song Hallelujah. These belong to their respected owners.
It's ironic, really. I've fallen in love with my biggest enemy. Light…no, Kira, as he's known to the world. Why does it have to be this way? I love him so much, yet it's a sin to do so. Even if he did love me back, it'd just be an act. A fucking act. I remember it like it was yesterday. I was standing on the roof, thinking about how I was going to die soon. I knew I was; I felt it deep inside me, all the way to my bones. All of a sudden it started to rain. My mind told me to go inside, but my body told me to stay. Then you appeared. Standing there a concerned look on your face. I knew it was fake. You were never concerned for my well-being. You wanted me dead. You asked why I was doing here all by myself. "I don't know, Light! Maybe because I want to. Maybe because I know that 95% you are Kira and the rest is just the evidence I need to convict you. Maybe I'm here because I love you so fucking much that it hurts to even look at you!" I wanted to say but I ended saying something about hearing bells ringing. You though I was crazy. You then tried to convict me that you had fallen for me. "Yeah right," I said with my back to him, "I know it's an act. And know that you're Kira but refuse to admit it. Why don't just admit-"
You interrupt me by saying, "But I'm not-" "STOP SCREWING AROUND LIGHT!" I scream at him, "I know you're Kira. Just admit it. I won't turn you in. I can't. Today is the day I die and you win." "Don't say that! L…always wins." "STOP FUCKING SCREWING WITH ME! YOU'RE LYING! YOU EVEN LIED WHEN YOU SAID YOU LOVED-" I was cut off when a soft pair of lips crashed into mine. My dam emotions broke at that point. A single falls from my eye and I…push you away. Pretty soon, I, L, The Greatest Detective in the world, was in tears. I couldn't stop the tears, but I don't think I would have wanted to. I've hold back for far too long, so I did what I did best. I let you go. As the tears fell along with the rain, I let go of my feelings for you. My anger, my frustration, my sadness, and…my love for only you, Light. So this is my final goodbye and see you soon.
Love,
L Lawliet
A/n: Yes, I know it's sad but I was listening to a sad song when the idea came up. Please review at the bottom.
Oh, and for all of you that read my other story, Strange Circumstance, the sequel is in the making and will be uploaded shortly. That is all.